problems problems..hate problems..love when they are solved..but to solved..need to face the problem first..one by one..but what if they come all at once? should i face them one by one or just face them all at once too or totally ignore all of them? haha~
heart: yesterday..something came up..and yey! i managed to ignore one problem that need heart to solve it.so good for me..then it all when like it should..another problem..the one and only that always keep on troubling me in these few years..u know i got jealous very fast and super easy..then u still put on status like that..this is where is should start cursing..but thanks to Allah..i still think..i am waaay better than u..so i keep all those cursing back inside..i know..its either sooner or later u'll change or sooner or later i;ll find another man..haha..one thing i know for know..i will try to focus on my study and matter of the heart will be put aside for a while..as i know u are still timid to admit ur feeling to me..and fyi..its killing me..i really hope u would understand and make a move..either take it or leave it..tell me..and its done~
study: test on Thursday micro P, quiz on Monday, bunch of assignments need to submit on friday,and next week. super busy weekend and big day on wednesday..then i am done~
internship: still thinking..but am trying to postpone thinking about it for a while..will be continue after Wednesday next week~
side orders: i think its everyone's bad day today..so i will try to keep myself sane..i need to focus on my own things..i will be OK..others..if u want to talk to me about ur problems..feel free to tell me..but if u wont..please try not to show ur long face to me..because all that i am concern..it's ur problem..sharing will make u feel light in the head u know..thats why me and my mouth works well to keep me happy and cheer all day even with all these stupid seem-like-never-can-be-solved-but-actually-its-just-me-who-made-it-big problems..haha (longest ever adjective i think ;p)
so..here..i azyyati, would like to apologize if i am being rude, offensive, defensive etc etc..its bz week, final is approaching..and everyone is acting weird themselves..my supposed-to-be supporter is going to ignore me..because according to one..one would not contact me when its time to study for test or final...wtfish..i need all the support and love to endure this time..not leave me alone..hish..
so pardon me for being me this week~
Your Favorite Color is White
You are a calm, peaceful, and even neutral person. You are happy to fade into the background.
You enjoy being around bold and bright people. You complement big personalities well.
You may have a lot of life experience, but you still have a very innocent heart.
You have the purest thoughts and intentions. You are a person of high moral character.
haha..innocent? but i do love white ^_^
You Communicate With Your Ears
You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.
What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.
You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.
Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.
true2..but i dont have an ipod..but my lappie will do just fine..and of course this blog..my very own outlet~ ^_^
You Are Grass Green
Down to earth and a bit of a hippie, you are very into nature and the outdoors.
You accept the world and people as they are. You don't try to change things.
You are also very comfortable with yourself, flaws and all.
Optimistic about the future, you feel like life is always getting better.
You'll Find Love Where You Least Expect It
You're the type most likely to find love... surprised?
You shouldn't be! You're a fun, independent woman who is always out and about.
And you're smart to sometimes leave your girlfriends behind and go it alone.
Men love to approach you when you're out by yourself - including Mr. Perfect!
haha..i am always on my own when going to class..still no mr perfect~
You Are A Romantic Realist
You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.
Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.
And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...
But you'd never admit it to your friends!
i think i will..with the right guy..so far..none seems to fit..i thought u were the one..but..u keep on hurting me..not sure anymore~
Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time".
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.
ahaa..love this one! ;p
You'll Have 3 True Loves
People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.
You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.
haha..broken heart once? yea rite..ok2..these are all just quizzes..azyy!!!
peace n out ^_^