Thursday, June 23, 2011



i was awaken by a morning-mare i would say. i regret sleeping after alarm now. Thanks Allah. i know this is the best way to wake me up. but why does it felt so real him telling me that he's now happier because of other girl. but at the same time still looked at me with those face? sad but it was more sad and disturbing to me. felt like texting him telling how i miss him. luckily i deleted the numbers already. i know if Allah permits it, it will happened no matter what. right now, my priority is to finish my studies and get the best job. insyaallah~

thank you Allah. i am sorry i am not an obedient slave of yours. i am trying to improve myself. help me please~

peace n out ^_^

Monday, June 20, 2011



this weekend felt so short. spent saturday with jalan2 and sunday with works. huuu~

12pm: pmc, bangsar. visit ika. omg. she looks bad. i pray the best for her health. it's sad to see her like that after we all know her as a young cute n cheerful girl. i know u are a strong girl ika. hope u get well soon~
4pm: IOImal puchong. teman kak onny. meet kak tiq, toher and their cute friend. haha. pek'u just the person i would like to have in my life. haha. yea rite schuzyy. i had enough of all this. rite now all i need to focus on is finishing my school projects and graduate! yosh! jun, july august! yosh2! :D

thanks kak ony for the ABC,and mcd! and tol n fuel and parking. hahaha. felt like spending time with mama. everything was taken care of. just be there and enjoy! hoho~

11am: cook for the day
12pm till 12am: icsipa works. huhu..that's all i did for the day~

5am: sahur
7am: cdm
11am: protection esaimen n quiz..huhu

gosh! i need my sleep!

happy rejab everyone~

peace n out ^_^

Sunday, June 12, 2011



today..a little furious. many friends are getting married and me? nothing. haha. then i came across this article telling that it is better to regret a loss than not experiencing loss at all..yes i am referring to love loss. darn! i think i only felt it 3 times and it was so bad. i really hope that the next time i fall in love it will be for real. no more hurting. please. it not..better leave me alone. i am more peaceful like this. all those false hope would kill me. hate it! why all men nowadays are looking for sexy girls to make a wife. i thought they say men always look for the best only flirt with the sexy ones. gosh. sometimes my fragile heart is telling me to be sexy. gosh. lucky Allah love me. i am still insane. that just not me. i am better off like this. i believe Allah has His plan. all i need to do now is concentrate with my studies and graduating and getting a good work. then love will eventually come when we least expect it..right? insyaallah~

ok..enough talking bout love..sick of it already rite?

since few weeks ago..after i discovered that they made angry birds plus toys..i fall in love with them. but i'm not interested in getting any of the birds..but i am looking for the piggy with misai..haha..but i still found none. i'm sure they made it too. how i wish i have all of the set..then have the slingshot and play in real life. haha..

hehe..aren't they cute? please help me find them..

oh..i never tell anyone before i think..i love key-chains..i collect key-chains since forever! have 2 boxes already..and i;m looking forward to keep on collecting ;p

oh..another thing that i have difficulties on forgetting this week. this video. i was introduced to Korean's variety show called Family Outing..yes i know i am so out dated. this show was a hit back in 2008 and me..only get to know this in 2011..haha..anyhow..i fell in love with hyori and her character..and also bigbang songs. haha..few..because i downloaded their song i only like few. hehe. but here..this one..i cant grow bored listening to this~

i'm not sure why they are no more embedded link. haish. i love this song too much already~ ;p

oh lastly..time waster ;p

You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.
You are in touch with your six sense. If you have a strong feeling about someone or something, you listen to it.

You're the type of person who still believes in changing the world. You passionately believe that things should be better.
You are compelled to help everyone around you. You are naturally selfless.

peace n out ^_^

Sunday, June 5, 2011

being negative!


i'm being negative today.
1. i protested on being late replied. obviously this is PMS talking~
2. i hated that i am left alone in this house..but i am glad there no one here as they'll be my victim if they are here.
3. i hate that everyone is in love except me! what is wrong with me? plus the fact that i am listening to bigbang's song..and mostly the sad ones are super sad..i actually felt sad. and those love heart just cant take it anymore. only the fact that i cant really understand what they say as it is in korean make me still sticking to them.
4. having nescafe is definity not helping with PMS!
5. schuzyy u need to calm down!

u know this is not u speaking~

peace n out ^_^

Friday, June 3, 2011

life without a man~


i'm what? should i be sad about it? yes i am lonely. yes i am sometimes feel sad when i saw someone else is happy with their significant other. i know my time doesnt come yet. so i should just wait. Allah knows best! he tested me once..i cant be trusted with guys. i'm just too generous. luckily that guy cant stand me so he back down. he's the one that lost. i am still happy and beautiful! yosh! never i would accept someone that stupid..not even knowing there are some states with friday holidays. stupid. but i am stupid too for trying to love him and still thinking about him until now...damn! i hate this feeling. i know i am stronger than this. yes i know u can! yosh!