Wednesday, November 24, 2010

more dreams~


omg! due to my internet surfing topic is..the Panama Canal..if i'm not mistaken..i watched a documentary on this and i got soo interested..and tonight..i search on that..and i found this video..which i love so much!

they say..the ship crossing the canal is paying 100k to the operator..gosh! they really made money there.. thoughts wonderful if i can experienced that search continues..then i found this website..

gosh! they have the cruise that sail through the! a world cruise!! omg! isn't that everyone's dream? who havent dream on having a world original dream is to travel the world on bike or car but on a cruise! omg! that is more delightful! and i keep on digging in the site..and here's the world trip that got my attention..

ahaa..see the price? and it is a special offer! haha..oh. the duration? 162 nights..
the itinerary is superb! love it! and i'm sure my parents will love this! but the price..definitely's start filling the piggy bank! maybe we can get on that cruise once before we die! yosh! ^_^

peace n out ^_^

no title~

You Are Rapunzel

You are shy and a bit sheltered. You're curious about the world, and you want to break free!
You sometimes feel like you're waiting for your life to begin. There's so much you want to see and do.

You're still trying to figure out who you are and your place in the world. You're not sure what you who you want to be yet.
You are resourceful and brave. Once you are given a little freedom, you boldly go after what you want.
*secretly doing this behind mama's back ;p

Monday, November 22, 2010

hahahahaha..ow..that's sweet~


wonder what was the title is all about? hehe..well..since my room-mate introduced me to The Big Bang Theory, i have been laughing and sooo influenced by the series..yes..i am an easy target to new influences..huhu..ok..back to the series..i got so interested in it since i saw her watching and laughing by herself..and one night..she played 3 episodes back-to-back and that's the starting point for me..the BBT's fever! haha..and knowing that few of my other friends and lecturers too are following the i am too..been following the series..waiting on new episodes..downloading! and today..i watched the latest episode..and i hope mama n abah dont hear me laughing my heart out just now..haha~


You Should Go on a Mediterranean Cruise

You're the type of person who likes to shake things up from time to time. You're always looking for a new kind of fun.
You'd like to put a twist on your typical vacation routine, without going too off the map.

You are stylish, sophisticated, and worldly. You're ready to experience the sights and tastes of Mediterranean port cities.
A whirlwind vacation through European is exactly what you need to break out of your routine!

doing this make me think again on where are places that i want to visit before i die~

1. A place that i will take my parents and live there till the end..insyaallah..this is also abah's wish~

2. a place that i always dream on having a career at~

3. A place that i will go with my love~

4. a place that i will have a home to relax from the hectic world~

* this is one of the place that i've been to and will definitely be there again..and this time..the wave will see me surf! yeehaaa!! 

5. Need to see this to heal the old wound~

*it is never wrong to dream~

here's some pictures i like while i was google-ing today..hehe~

but love this the most~

peace n out ^_^

Sunday, November 21, 2010

change or not to change?


i am thinking..should i or should i not change my appearance? i've been thinking to wear those selendang. not those fancy ones..just the ordinary style..shida said i look nice with selendang..but now when i tried it just sont seem fit anymore..haha..well maybe because now it is kinda out-dated already. so i am back to my bawals..which make mama said..haish..xdak ka tudung lain nak pakai? haha..i dont like those awning bawals seem simple and practical it is either bawal..syria or selendang? hmm..clothes? blouse? sigh! not yet a woman! t-shirt it is! haish..i want to be bawals with t-shirt n fancy2 thingy..but i wont look attractive..and no one will notice me! so what to do? should i change?

Islam say.. wearing our clothes clean and covering the aurat will be beautiful enough for Allah~

so who do i want to please?

oh..some time-waster~

You Are Allspice

You are not as complex as you seem to others. You really just like to keep things simple.
People think you're something you're not. And you're getting a little sick of being misunderstood!

You enjoy the company of others, and you appreciate people from all walks of life. You love to learn about different points of view.
You seem familiar to strangers. People probably tell you that you remind them of someone else.*haha..always get this~

peace n out ^_^

Friday, November 19, 2010

selamat hari raya aidil adha!!


it's hari raya again! yey! and what is most intersting this raya is during holiday..i got to do everything i wanted! which is..staying at home..haha~

so how's raya? mine was just fine..nothing much..only that this raya..only me my parents and my bro's wife n kid are not so much fun..huhu..but what new this raya is..i made some improvements..hehe..i am ok doing house raya day..mama was we stayed at home..and since only 3 of us left at home..i am left with all the works..prepare the baju for abah n mama..the food..the house..wah..kinda weird..felt like a housewife already..but i dont mind..feel like a woman..wah!

and today..we had a little was a tiring day! i am flat! rite after magrib..i fell asleep..but mama woke me up asking me to help with the homestay cleaning..tired..but it is OK! dont worry mama..

one thing that i remember from today..mak mak angkat said my air asam was super good! hoho...hilang sume wonder our moms dont mind cooking for us even after a very long day..the look on her kids face will automatically erase all her tiredness~

mama..i love u! ^_^

peace n out ^_^

ps: i notice one of my objek usharan love doing "^_^" too..hehe..excited! ^_^

You Are a Crab

You can be an emotional and sensitive creature. Things get to you.
You are a bit withdrawn and shy, but you're also willing to come out of your shell sometimes.*winks*

You are quite flexible and easy going if your trust is earned. You like to observe quietly.*my hobby
You move with the rhythm of life. You try not to fight anything.*sighs

You Are Lucy

You are smart as a whip... maybe a little too smart for your own good! Other people tend to annoy you.
You tell it like it is, and you're not about to spare anyone's feelings. You're very blunt.

You are assertive to the point of being aggressive. You know what you want, and you're going to make sure you get it.
Deep down, you're trying to be helpful. You give good advice, even if people don't want to hear it. You always shoot from the hip.

Your Love is Free

You love openly and easily. You can usually find something to love about someone or something.
You are very compassionate and forgiving. You understand that no one is perfect.*ahaa..see~

Whenever possible, you try to love instead of hate. You believe that there is too much hate in this world.
You see the best in people, and you hope they see the best in you as well. You think we should all be easier on one another.*true~

You Are Hopscotch

You are easygoing and carefree. You like to play, but you don't really like to compete.
You prefer to cooperate with others. You like to work with people ... not against them!

You have a childlike innocence and optimism that is worth holding on to.*okey
You find happiness easily. You can get pleasure from the smallest things.*pretending helps

You Go for Brains

When it comes to attraction, you go for more than meets the eye.
Eye candy is all fine and good, but you need more good looks to be into someone.

You're looking for a deep connection, and that can only happen when you meet someone who thinks like you.
That's not to say you don't appreciate sexy people. You just prefer sexy and smart!*ok..that's funny~


peace n out ^_^

Monday, November 15, 2010



insomnia? maybe.. so i did what i always do..surfing the net instead of my ultimate goal for this holiday..tidy up the drives...haish~

tonight..i come across this post. these are the reason i made my heart 'stone'~

but i know..somewhere out there..there are still good faithful men who can take care and love their wives unconditionally.

peace n out ^_^

Saturday, November 13, 2010

paris hilton cool watch!


anyone want a piece of paris hilton with them? here a lil' some-some!

gosh..i love this! but since my '2nd parents' might not give me more money next i am letting this dream go..huhu..

price: 139euro..
comes in 3 colors: beige,black n orange..all comes with cute charms..
*give me ur best price..the price is including postage.

doing favor for a friend~

pelik tapi benar! :D

Thursday, November 11, 2010

heart and soul

“Senyum seindah suria…yang membawa cahaya…senyumlah dari hati…duniamu berseri…senyum umpama impian dalam kehidupan…kau tersenyum…ku tersenyum…kemesraan menguntum…
senyum…. kepada semua…senyumanmu amatlah bermakna…senyum membahagiakan..dengan senyuman…terjalinlah…ikatan…”

this song remind me of someone..haha~

i told u about my ex before..well i think i actually have 2 exes (who axed my heart..wah~ ;p) the week before i wrote the entry..i dreamt of the 1st..and after i contacted him..i dreamt about the 2nd one..but it was all nightmares..sorry~

ok..story of the day...went to tok's always..being 20s is hard because they always ask..bila nak kawen? dah ada calon ka? bila nak abes balajq? bila nak keja? amik kos apa? nak keja kat mana nanti? nak keja apa? soklan xbley blah..yang aritu xjadi ka? *dang~

so today..i told tok..tok..xdak calon lagi la..tok la tolong cari..hehe *sambil buat muka comel tahap langit ketujuh ;p

situation is quite the same with mama..few times she too said the same thing..but subtly..
1. jom la p cari katil tuk bilik baru tu..tuk kawen schuzyy nnt la jugak..*erk~
2. budak depan umah tu engineer..rajin p surau..bekenan eh mama..*erk~
3. ni mama buat homestay ni siap2..nnt nk buat kenduri  schuzyy xyah susah2 dah

omg..mama mama..please get me ur future son-in-law fast! u need one! i know~

my niece (my cousin's daughter) got married on the 101010. and she is the starting or i would like to say..turning point for all my other cousins who in 20s and havent got married..we are all kinda stress out..everyone will say..tu wawa tu da kawen da..umoq baru 22..ang bila lagi? aduyai~

marriage for me is very sacred~
i want it to be super far as i know myself..i still keeping all the specials for THE ONE..if Dr Agy say..if u dont find him in this world..u will find him in heaven..i dont mind..i know Allah has what best He thinks for me..i am accepting my destiny~

but still i need to endure the people..sigh~

Allah..please help me be strong~

peace n out ^_^

ps: schuzyy..u r creating trash here...sorry dear all~


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

what u should know about a girl~

30 Perkara Perempuan Tak Sempat Bagitau Lelaki..

1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya. 

2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf. 

3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang (sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan). 

4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki, lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain. 

5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya, dia akan cair seperti coklat!! 

6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian. 

7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati,tolak cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan,dia akan lakukan apa saja

8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia sorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan. 

9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Muzik,puisi,lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka. 

10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni lansung tak berguna. 

11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita. *no not me..cold is the new hotness! :D

12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan,dia akanmenjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit,semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut. * this!

13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita.Jadi jangan senyum sebarangan. 

14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah mulakan denganpersahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam. 

15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu. *no not me!

16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya. *haha~

17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya.Tanya dia sendiri!! 

18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.  

19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta. 

20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda pertama yang dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya, kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri. 

21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!! 

 22. Satu ucapan 'Hi/Assalamualaikum' sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya. 

23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui. 

24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik. *believe me this is true~

25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi

26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati.. 

 27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!! 

 28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya  (hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis). Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati. Dengan  ini dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu. 

29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya. So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah... 

30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.  *double highlighted there mind u ;p

Note: tidak semestinya 30 perkara diatas semuanya wujud dalam diri setiap wanita..tapi zaman sekarang ni lelaki pun ramai yang 'apply' perkara-perkara diatas tu . *agreed!

You Are an Extrovert

You are a bit shy and hesitant around people you don't know well. It takes a bit to get you to open up.

You like to weigh all of your options before making a decision. You are apt to look for a compromise.

You tend to live a minimalist lifestyle, but not necessarily by choice.

You rely on yourself first and foremost. You know that you won't ever let yourself down.

peace n out ^_^

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

life and meaning~


it has been a while since i last wrote here..nothing much happened in life..i am having good 3 weeks holidays here in aloqstaq..finally..i got to rest all day..wanted to sleep all day..but i heard they said..too much sleep make u fat..yes u..not i am trying to keep my sleep just in the range of 5-8 hours per day..but in this holiday..i just cant help usually exceed~ *sighs* day starts late..breakfast(can't skip one..or tummy will rebel) prepare lunch..have out..jalan2 or just some gardening works..night..dinner..out or just staying at with adib or just lazying around..haha..oh..what i love during this month..9-10pm on tv1 and 10-11pm on astro..some food for the soul i would say..12am..(OMG! i totally forgot mama said check airasia!..going now..continue later)

ok..airasia is going super slow! but i found a great deal! haha~

ok2..back to writting while i wait for the web site to load..huhu..

i've been spending my time reading and observing..and mostly on youngsters today..they said..20s is the age of seeking one true expecting much of identity conflicts and etc. too is effecting myself..and i think holiday is the best time for me to look inside my heart and head and think..and re-think..what i wnat in my life? what can i do to make my future the better place to live in? i been thinking a lot.. i lost myself twice now..and this gave me quite a big i am accepting the fact that i am no longer i always wanted it to be..haha..and what i discovered bout my heart..its ability to protect itself for getting further hurt. it has harden to a limit that i seek help to soften it. but still no clue of softening..but i think that is best for it..usually the impact would only valid to the opposite sex..but this applies to both..maybe that's the sign of maturity. *what?

i was looking at my friends pictures..and also some live events of all sweet cuddling couples. sometimes i think i was jealous of not having a bf and not getting a chance of getting a huge hugs and being cuddle like that..i was jealous of friends talking on the phone..hours..frequently texting..YMing..BBMing..sweet comments on fb..emailing..and anything that anyone could think heart ache everytime  come across any of is pathetic of me..i know. i am broken-hearted mind you..but come to think of it..i think Allah is helping me in a way that i could not really understand now..but eventually i will...i have faith it that..i know~

if u are friends of mine who are doing all of is ok if u want to do it..i am fine with it..dont feel guilty..i might look sad..but believe me..i am trying hard not to..having u in my life is very much appreciated! like they say..i still have u and my parents to make me happy ^_^


*FYI: my current writing mood and style is strongly influenced by the character Sheldon of BigBangTheory..haha..i hope this wont last long because i got bored re-reading my own entry..hahahahaha

Your Life Has Meaning

You live a meaningful and full life. On average, you have more good days than bad days.*amin!! 
That being said, your life is like most lives and could use a bit of improvement.*true

It's likely that you still feel a bit bored or unmotivated from time to time. You sometimes lose track of your mission.*haha..u tell me~
Remind yourself why you're doing what you're doing. Sometimes you need to step back to remember what your life's purpose is.

peace n out ^_^