Sunday, October 30, 2011

after about 1 month~


It has been such hectic days. The training isn't just training. It was about making friends, being good to people and superiors and performing. Making friends is not a new thing for me as I always love to make new friends wherever I go. Being good is just my nature so no biggy. Being good to superior? I am OK as long it is sensible and logical. When it started to be 'weird' I lose interest. I was performing quite good within the first 2 weeks and when my job was not appreciated and the boss is not acknowledging me..that just s***. Plus all the blame keep on coming back to me. Making me not wanting to go back anymore. I do love the modules and lesson taught there but when politic take charge I prefer backing up. I really hope I would get a firm job fast so that I can get away from all these political stuff. I once question this to the other boss. Even he said that's how things work these day. It was such a questionable-heart-broken answer for me. How can we improve ourselves when internal network like that is the only way to get things done? I can never agree with that. NEVER! One more thing. Where is the professionalism when the people trying to teach doesn't practice it. When come to think of it..oh yeaaah. It was all about the ROOT. How can I missed that. So for another month time I should bare with all the challenges.

Again I am stressing here that the modules are all good and it is such a waste if one did not want to experience it. I have no problem what so ever with the modules and activities. I am only writing this to express  my dissatisfaction in my own blog. This is not a complaint. I will maintain my position there as a trainee as long as God permits~

peace n out^_^

ps: I think this is the fever talking. It is too emotional don't u think? ;p

Sunday, October 9, 2011



It's sunday!! and I'm off to Genting Highland later! I supposed I'll be using this blog again after all. ^_^

Today I guess was a blast! Beginning with car coaching for Ita at 8am around Putrajaya and Uniten. then headed  to Sg Chua for laundry then back to Uniten to get my Snowy then went to Bangi for food and car wash. and continue with ita's car repairing then back home. such a wonderful day!

I love having full activities day like this.

To top it all. I got choc from fiqa, my housmate for farewell and good luck for the GEMs. thanks fiqa!! terharu sy! ^_^

yesterday ita 'blanja' western food at Keramat AU. Fiske Steakhouse. Such a nice place with superb food! Thanks to Shida for the 'blanja' session few years back.

again, looking at this entry, I guess I do have friends that love me. Thanks girls. I Love u too with all my heart! ^_^

It's really sad to leave Bangi. Although maybe not for long but the confirm period is 2 months. huu. sad~

ok. next entry will be on the activities i did with GEMS~

nite2 peeps~

peace n out ^_^

ps: after quite some time. he called again. thanks for remembering me~

Saranghae! ^_^

Monday, October 3, 2011

lifeless life~


it has been a month since i graduated from uniten and it has been such boring days. internet sleep eat sleep internet series. i havent done anything much. i wanted to apply for part time job but since the convocation is already around the corner i think i shall wait a little. so rite after convo. no more delay.

as for life event. i keep on reminding myself to look forward. my convocation is on this coming 16th oct and usually i heard this is the perfect time to introduce your significant other to your family. it was once my dream too. but guess i wont be able to find anyone in this next 13 days so. it will be wasted. sigh~

i wanted to tell him this but since the last time i tried to contact him, i only end up hurting my own feelings. so guess that's the end. anyway thanks for the memories. i really hope u could come to my convo as i cant on yours~

peace n out ^_^