just a glance on what's going on in my life..doubt that anyone would be interested..haha..like they say..sharing is caring~
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
come back with more fatsss~ ;p
Saturday, June 27, 2009
my fav!! back then and mayb now too..haha~
Thursday, June 25, 2009
cant wait for tomorrow~
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Being with you
Is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
was it me?
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
laut..laut..dan laut lagi!! yey!
Sunday, June 21, 2009
faizal tahir!! and others..hehe~
If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
(R. Kelly)
If you were a boy
then girl you'd understand
you need to stop listening to your friends
love, respect and trust your man
So I go to clubs with the guys
and sometimes flirt with the girls
I should be able to roll out
as long as Im coming home to you
and give you the world
But you are not a boy,
so you dont have a clue (ey)
How I work and pay the bills
girl and everything I do is for you (eh eh)
(Beyonce)
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a Boy (Beyonce)
If I were a Girl (Kelly)
I would turn off my phone (Beyonce)
I wouldn't play games (Kelly)
Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone (Beyonce)
Girl you know thats wrong (Kelly)
Id put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that shell be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.
But you are not a boy,
so you can't understand
You are not a perfect woman
and I am not a perfect man (with me, with me)
I'd listen to her (eh eh)
Cause I know how it hurts (Kelly: and I know how you feel)
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
Kelly: Said Im sorry
It's a little too late for you to come back
but I cant let you go
cause Im too attached (Kelly)
If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong
But you're just a boy
wake up!!
Optimistic: you are super-positive when placed in any difficult situation, which makes you strong, independent and attractive
Friday, June 19, 2009
:: problems ::
less sleep..sad..jiwa kaco..happy again :D
Thursday, June 18, 2009
care to give ur opinion?
::love n hate::
Monday, June 15, 2009
bencinta~
Benarkanku tuk berbicara
bicara terus ke hatimu?..hatimu..
hati yang penuh rasa ragu
jangan terus pergi tanpa mendengar ku
begitu mudah untuk kau terus berlalu nanti dulu
berikanlah waktu untuk aku untuk kamu
ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersamaku
kaku aku melihat mu
lidah kelu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
aku cinta padamu, benci padamu, cinta padamu
ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
tentang hidup kamu tentang mati kamu
aku tahu engkau tahu apa yang mataku tahu
apa yang kau tunggu mahu aku buka pintu
ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku aku cinta padamu
benci padamu cinta padamu
sakitnya aku membenci kamu
sakit lagi mencintaimu
dan aku pergi tapi kembali
benci aku mencintai dirimu
ku benci?. kamu?
aku cinta?.kamu?
ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu
sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku
aku cinta padamu
benci padamu
padamu?..
ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersamaku
kaku aku melihat mu
lidah kelu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
aku cinta padamu
aku benci padamu
aku cinta aku benci
padamu
(Lirik Bercinta Faizal Tahir di http://ezone4u.blogspot.com)
ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
dengar kata ku
aku cinta padamu
aku benci padamu
aku cinta aku benci
waktu bergulir lambat
merantai langkah perjalanan kita
berjuta cerita terukir dalam
menjadi sebuah dilema
mengertikah engkau
perasaanku tak terhapuskan
( Lirik Lagu Terlanjur Cinta daripada Rossa duet Pasha Ungu on http://ezone4u.blogspot.com)
malam menangis
tetes embun membasahi mata hatiku
mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang tlah rapuh
apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan
aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
dan tlah kuberikan seluruh hatiku
tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku
aku pun tak mengerti yang terjadi
apa salah dan kurang ku padamu
kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
karna sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta
mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang tlah rapuh
apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan
Telahku tinggalkan
memori silam ku itu
tidakku biarkan hidupku
dibelit pilu
walau duka menampan dada
walau sepi mencalar hati
rindu ku terhenti
Ku pinggirkan sayu
yang meruntuhkan pintu
kasih tulus
ku biar berlalu
ku pinggirkan lara
yang berpaut dijiwa
ku teruskan hidup tanpa dia
Padanya lama dah tunggu
hilang tak berganti
cinta tiba cinta pergi
biarlah satu hati
walau duka menampan dada
walau sepi mencalar hati
rinduku terhenti
Ku pinggirkan sayu
yang meruntuhkan pintu
kasih tulus
ku biar berlalu
ku pinggirkan lara
yang berpaut di jiwa
ku teruskan hidup tanpa dia
Padahnya lama dah tunggu
hilang tak berganti
cinta tiba cinta pergi
biarlah satu
Ku lupakan mu jua
sedih kau pergi menjauhi
Ku pinggirkan sayu
yang meruntuhkan pintu
kasih tulus
ku biarkan berlalu
Ku Pinggirkan lara
yang berpaut di jiwa
ku teruskan hidup tanpa dia
Padahnya lama dah tunggu
hilang tak berganti
cinta tiba cinta pergi
biarlah satu hati
tagged by cik idalia~
Saturday, June 13, 2009
caffein again~
For a lot of people in this world, coffee is the water of life. They cannot function without their caffeine fix early in the morning, and they need their dose of coffee at regular intervals throughout the day. For these people, coffee is the elixir that keeps them going.
The caffeine in coffee does have its positive side effects other than waking our brains up and stimulating us to become more alert and energetic. There are scientific studies that claim that caffeine helps reduce the risks of dementia and Alzheimer’s disease in seniors and has antioxidant properties that cut down the risks of cancer. Caffeine can also help prevent diabetes and constipation.
But there is always a different side to any story, and it is the same with caffeine. Caffeine also has negative side effects. If you are a heavy coffee drinker, here are some side effects of caffeine that you may need to think about.
The Jekyll-And-Hyde Effect
Drinking too much caffeine intake can cause you to display the Dr. Jekyll-Mr. Hyde side effect. This means that while the caffeine in your system has begun to kick in, you will find yourself being energetic, assertive, enthusiastic, jumpy and even noisy. But when that caffeine high starts to ebb, you may find yourself feeling tired, irritable and even depressed.
As you may very well know, caffeine is a strong stimulant. It wakes up the brain and makes it work faster to fulfill the work that you need to get done. However, just like any other stimulant, the caffeine high never lasts long. As a side effect, caffeine can send you crashing down from your high.
Love for Life?
We have mentioned above that drinking coffee can get you feeling depressed sometimes as a side effect of caffeine. This is even more apparent once you start quitting the coffee habit because of the changes caffeine can make in the chemistry of the body.
A study conducted on 130,000 people in Northern California has revealed that caffeine may actually be good for the mental health. Though drinking too much coffee and kicking the coffee habit altogether may make a person feel a bit depressed, the study has shown that regular and moderate coffee drinking can keep the suicidal thoughts away. That is one interesting side effect of caffeine.
Incontinence
Two of the known side effects of caffeine are: 1) it makes you want to urinate more frequently; and 2) it makes your internal anal sphincter feel more relaxed. In a way, these can be good. Urinating frequently can help the body eliminate wastes faster. A relaxed anal sphincter can relieve constipation.
The downside of this, however, is incontinence. If you drink too much caffeine, one side effect you can experience is wetting your bed. Also, if you are already suffering from incontinence, caffeine can weaken the anal sphincter and cause your problem to become even messier.
PMS-ing
If you are a woman who tends to curse the days she has to experience menstruation because of the pain and discomfort it brings, or if you are a man who is living with a woman who snarls at you when it is that time of the month, keep the coffee out of the house when the red flag is up. A side effect of caffeine is that it makes having the periods more painful.
Caffeine can give you a nice head start in the morning, but do keep the coffee habit in moderation. You would never know what strange side effect caffeine may have on you.
cant live without caffein~
Caffeine testing is one way that some people take up in order to measure the amount of caffeine they consume in a day. They either buy caffeine testing products or make use of online daily caffeine intake calculators.
After all, one cannot have too much caffeine without feeling its side effects at least two hours after the intake. It is common knowledge that drinking too much coffee can lead to experiencing the jitters, as well as insomnia. But these two are not the only side effects that you can encounter when having too much caffeine in your system.
Five Negative Side Effects of Caffeine
Caffeine is good because it gives you a popping burst of energy and can keep you on your toes – at least for a couple of hours. That is because caffeine blocks adenosine, which is a chemical in the body that tells it to shut down when tired.
However, keeping the adenosine in the body continuously blocked is not something to be desired. After the initial caffeine high, the bad things that caffeine is known for sets in.
Some of the negative side effects that caffeine has, which you may not be aware of, are:
1. Panic attacks. Caffeine keeps us up because it triggers the fight-or-flight mechanism in our bodies. But after heavy doses of caffeine and after many hours of it being in our system, the fight-or-flight instinct gets reduced to panic attacks. Your hands become shaky, your skin sweaty, and you always expect bad things to happen to you.
2. Addiction. Caffeine is addictive. Once we get into the habit of getting our caffeine fix, our body begins to crave the boost that we get from it. If we fail to get the dose of caffeine that our body has adapted to, we become irritable, tired, and even depressed.
3. Dehydration. One would think that since coffee is liquid, it can hydrate you. Actually, the caffeine in coffee and any other foodstuffs that has it is linked with dehydration. That is mainly because of caffeine’s diuretic properties.
4. PMS. Women who drink a lot of coffee and eat a lot of chocolates tend to experience pre-menstrual syndrome more acutely than women who do not. The headaches, the bloated feeling and the belly cramps become keener with the added consumption of caffeine.
5. Emotional fatigue. Caffeine wakes up the body, but what it fails to do is to tell the body when to stop moving and simply rest. The body needs rest and when the body does not get it, it can lead not just to physical tiredness but also emotional fatigue.
But Caffeine Is Not Totally Bad
So far we have talked about the bad side effects that you can get from caffeine. But caffeine is not that bad at all. We can also gain some good side effects from caffeine, too.
1. Alertness. Caffeine keeps our minds alert, even for just an hour or two. Regular consumption of caffeine can keep our minds more active and increase our brain power.
2. Parkinson’s disease. Studies have shown that it is highly possible for caffeine to prevent the occurrence of Parkinson’s disease. The purported reason is that caffeine keeps the dopamine in the system active. Dopamine is the chemical that activates the pleasure centers in the brain.
3. Heart disease. Caffeine is said to prevent heart disease – as long as you do not already have it in the first place. That is because caffeine is an antioxidant, and antioxidants prevent heart ailments and some forms of cancer.
4. Diabetes. Caffeine triggers the production of adrenaline and cortisol – two substances associated with the body’s fight-or-flight response. When these chemicals are released into the system, they cause the liver to burn up more sugar. However, this works only with the caffeinated foodstuffs that are not sweetened.
5. Stamina. Again, this has something to do with the fight-or-flight response. Consuming caffeine before workout or doing any athletic activity slows down the adenosine that causes muscle fatigue. This makes you move faster and endure more.
Caffeine is good for the body, but it is also bad if the intake is too much. Too much is defined as more than 300mg of caffeine every day. In order to measure and monitor the amount of caffeine you are taking in daily and to reduce the negative side effects of caffeine, do some caffeine testing with your food.
too much sleep~
Thursday, June 11, 2009
tido ke xyah?
at home!!!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
:: 03022007::
this is another post i copied from friendster'blog..hehe..sorry for being a bit puyos for copying the comments...it touched me deeep down~ thanx for reading my blog :D
sumthing to think about love..
aritu aku wat sesi soal ati ke ati ngn mama..aku cte bout all my crushes ..hehe..pastu aku tny r which 1 is the best she thinks..pastu mama ckp..xksah la frm where he is or how rich he is..tp kalo bleh cari org cam abah..bg yg xtau…time aku form 1 kitorg excident n mama lost her left sight n lense for her right eye was mistakenly removed..rs cam nk saman je hospital tu time aku tau..slambe je..tp pas dpk2 blik…kaca yg mask mata mama mmg byk n ssh nk buang..uhu..nk djadikan cte..aku tsgt la risauny sal family aku sbb kalo tgk kt tv..slaluny suami2 yg wife sakit cmni mmg slaluny angkat kaki…alhamdullilah smpai skng abah n mama still bahagia…mama pun tau the fact that she got a man that loves her wit all his heart n will be together what eva happens..aku igt lg time aku kcik..abah skit tulang blakang n tlanrtar kt spital 4 almost a year n mama was always there 4 him.so..tu la yg wat aku tpk…ada lg ke org cam abah n bleh ke aku pn jd cam mama..their marriage till now dah nk msk 30 thn this 24th feb..congrats to them n gud luck 4 me n all of us..
whats in my head.. |10 Responses to “sumthing to think about love..”
hmm…respekt.
waa.. me too.. yang akak tahu… my mom n my dad still together 4 35 years pasal anak2… kind of sad biler tahu macam tuh.. tapi yang klakar nyer… dierorg tak leh berpisah lebih sebulan… (kes kalau mak g cuti memana) hahhaa… sweet…
how does it feel like? must be extremely blessed. i dun even have the chance..
Hmmm, , ,dah jumpe lum???
aku xrase ramai laki zmn skng bole jd mcm tu.jgn caye laki2 zmn skang ni..
ko bukan lelaki ke abu??? jangan caye kt abu ye rakan2!! =p
cweet~! ^-^
like my parents..my mom is kinda independent nye type..but it goes opposite to my father (bkn x independent…but still needed my mom to be there to arrange his life..hehe)
n i wish i’ll hv som1 like my father…home-type ppl.. x d workaholic 1…^-^ rs mcm da jmpe..bt we’ll c how.. wish u all d bes in searching 4 mr rite at d rite time n rite place ^-^
i.a…there r still gud guys out there…u’ll find 1…
sbb bknkh lelaki yg baik itu utk perempuan yg baik?
-nilai kan diri kite…n jdkn dr kite yg terbaik…i.a kite akn diberi insan yg terbaik juga utk mendampingi kite ^-^
salam~
Ape la korg merepek nie, , , it’s either way la, , ,
vise versa, , ,
tull tak?
wa..thanx r akak n abg snior n membe2 yg sudi bg cmment..den terharu..uhu..tengkiu2..slamat bjaya jmp korgnye mr/mrs right..peace!!
sket lg…baik 4 baik or baik 4 krg baik tu sume allah yg tentukan…kte boleh pray tp sume dh dsetkan sp yg dassignkan tuk kte…so try to apreciate him/her if u hav the chance to hav a person who loves u.. k nor..sdih aku bc comment ko..xpe..allah dh bg pampasan ngn bg ko otak yg gle bijok..tgg r nnt2 aku g korek otokmu tu..haha..abu..aku pun musykil ni..ko xpcya diri sndiri nmpakny…ha..pe ko dh wat ngn anak dare org r? kantoi!! baik ko ngaku cpt..as 4 me..dh jmp ke blm..aku pn xtau r…tp yg pastinya…sbgai gadis mlayu aku still ikut adat..bunga d taman kene r tggu tuk dpetik…chewah…serius nih..xkan r bunga nk g cr florist kot..hehe…peace!!