happy merdeka day!!! ^_^

salam~

not much planned for today..so back to routine..rest at home..and sleep..lots of it..hehe..having intention of studying..but will be working on it..hehe~

it's 31st August 2010..happy birthday Malaysia! i love my country..i thank Allah for deciding and placing me here on this land..not much happened around here..but still..it is still full of life..for 24 years i live here..going out every now n then..anywhere i go..Malaysia is still the best..and everywhere i go..Kedah and KL still the best..the food..the culture..the life..I love every part of it..thanks Malaysian for making Malaysia a peaceful place to live in..hope it will still so till the end~

Ramadhan: it is almost the end of it..still havent get a chance to go for terawih..i am planning to go tonight..procrastination is still the main factor..blame the bed..and the internet..hoho..but it's all coming back to me..if i were good inside..i will go no matter what..I am so sorry Allah..i have been procrastinate a lot..

this morning: i was feeling a bit sad..then i remember..everytime there's no one around..there's always Allah..so i did..but like i always think..who am i to Him..so i prayed as always..but today..the feel is quite different..after sahur..i went straight to my room..and get ready for subuh..it has been a while since i last stay longer for solat..then..the miracle did happened..i do believe it now..and now..after all the things i went through these years..i have been thinking..and today..i said to myself..i will always have Allah around..thanks my dear God..thanks for showing me the way..even the slightest hint u gave meant a lot to me at this moment~

Alhamdullilah~

yesterday: class was supposed to be full..10am till 6pm..but no lab means no control's..hehe..so i ended the day at 2pm..then i went to service the car..gosh i felt so much of a woman today..haha..felt so super independent..i manage myself just fine by my own..without any help..well..maybe some help from abah..machih abah..hehe..gosh..i am an adult now..hoho..proud of myself! yosh schuzyy! ^_^

breakfast: eryn joined us for buka puasa..and last night was another tomyam's night..gosh i still miss makcik kelantan's tomyam..and chemah's sambal belacan..hehe..nothing can beat those deliciousness..hehe..thanks kakak for joining us..it always just me and ita all this while..having some extra people around is always a new experience to me..hehe..and last night i learned to be positive and cheerful! because eryn told me she remembered the first time i talked to her..haha..gosh it was kinda funny..she said i was complimenting her shoes..and fyi..my compliment is always true..straight from my heart..if i dont means i really wont..hehe..so trust me when i say anything..i never lies..and that is why i hate liars~

hmm..my blog is always full with words..no pictures..if u still reading this..thanks so much!!! love u for loving me..because i got few friends who say they cant follow my lengthy wordy blog..hehe..it's always fine by me..

thanks again!

peace n out ^_^

another great weekend that i love! ^_^

salam~

i love weekend! especially when it is like this one..a 3 days weekend..hoho..friday was 'Nuzul Quran' so it's another holiday for us in selangor kedah and not to another few states..hehe..

what so great about this weekend? ok2..let me tell u here;
friday: sogo and mara (going there to solve the MARA's problem..haish~
saturday: sunway pyramid (taking my beloved purse! hoho..it is like a new one! plus they gave me another bonia's paper bag..yes..i'm crazy about paper bags..hehe~
sunday: havent plan yet..but there is still possibilities to go out again today..hoho or less..still need to go out to service the car..hope it does take 20min as he said..hate waiting~

what so weird about this weekend? i felt so kedekut with myself..cannot buy this..shouldnt buy that..but i think it's good for me..haha..the general fact of buying will go crazy when we are hungry is not valid to me anymore..because i dont have the feel of shopping when i'm hungry but it will be the opposite when i'm full..but limited to how rajin i am to bring my full tummy around..haha~ good news for mr purse eh? hmm..need to give name to my mr purse..what suits?..mr percy for a purse? haha

observation:

• kids nowadays..bulan2 puasa pon nak peluk2 cium2..yg xbole blah..in public n pakai tudung pon supe je..ish2..
• is gay in-trend now? usharing is my favorite past time since ever..haha..and like always..i was usharing the air..and i spotted few good looking guys with ehem..shockingly..a lembut guy..hmm..so sorry..but u guys look so gay..dont blame us for saying u are gay because u did acted as one..obviously! dont get me started on the description please..the fact is..this is wrong..there are still single ladies out there who cant wait to have a guy man  in their life..i heard few of my friends saying they are turning gay because the love of their life turn them down..frustrated...and jokingly said they want to be gay..gosh! saying can be like a pray ok! dont say anything like that..because u just might be one..huhu~

repent please~

near future plans:

• study light; coming test only due 22nd sept..hoho
• eat moderate; no rice..what?! less rice maybe ;p
• spend moderate
• fun moderate..haha..no way! ok2..the fact that i wont be having the car anymore after raya pretty much upset me..huhu..but there is still daniel around..ok ita? what is our next plan? ;p
• raya moderate: dont eat too much ok! ;p

distant future:

ok2..this is pretty much what i day-dream everyday..think i should write this somewhere..so here would be perfect! haha~

2011: graduate , start working in december insyaallah~
2012: convo ; should be getting engaged to whom?
2013: last best date to get married i think..haha 11 12 13.. ;p
2016: 5 years working..if havent get double the starting salary..need to jump! hoho~
2021: 10 years..should be living my dream house ; have some sketches in mind..is working on the details..hehe..would be IKEA oriented..hoho~
2026: i will be 40 by this year, should have round the world!
2036: 50 and fabulous?
2046: 60 and with grandchildren..haha..ok..this is funny~

ok2..thats enough! it's getting weird and earie..haha..hmm...but can i live till i am 60? they say..the world should come to her end in 2012..but no one knows rite? what we all should do now..is living our life to the fullest! no turning back! never regret whatever has happened before as it can never be corrected..just dont let it repeat again~

ok schuzyy..let's come back to reality! the sun has showed its face..so what to do today? hmmm~

oh2..time waster!! ^_^

You Are In Stage VII

You may not be a full fledged adult, but you are in the same development stage as those in their 30s, 40s, and 50s. You've reached the point in your life where you worry about stagnation. It's hard to keep growing and improving. It's likely that you're going through some sort of "midlife crisis" right now where you're examining your life carefully.*ok..i'll die at 48 so it is my midlife..huhu~ If you are able to figure out what you want from your life, the years to come will be much more enjoyable.*yey!!

What Stage of Development Are You In?

haha..am i that matured? gosh~

Extravagance Feels Like Home to You

You love to pamper yourself, and why should that stop at home?*true! You have the finest furniture and home decor that your money can buy.*hear that! ;p You know that you'll be spending a lot of time at home, so you try to make it as wonderful as possible. *wishing for that! Your home is truly your castle. And it's a very comfortable castle at that!*amin!!! ^_^

What Feels Like Home to You?

You Are Vanilla Pudding

You are sweet and simple. However, you are a lot more complex than people realize.*everyone is more complex than they appear to be~ You have a real depth to you, and it's subtle. You are very interesting and exotic at your core. You are a thoughtful friend and easy to get along with. You mesh with pretty much everyone. You do fine on your own, but your personality really shines when you are around other people.

What Flavor Pudding Are You?

You Are Conscientious

You're all about rules and structure, as long as they make sense. You strike a good balance between planning and spontaneity. You leave the less important aspects of life to chance, but you're responsible when you need to be. You enjoy being organized most of the time, but a little chaos is fun too!*ahaa! ^_^

Are You Careful, Conscientious, or Carefree?

peace n out ^_^

Diet Rasulullah...

Rupanya tanpa kita sedari, dalam makanan yang kita makan sehari-hari, kita tak boleh sembarangan. Hal inilah penyebab terjadinya berbagai penyakit antara lain penyakit kencing manis, lumpuh, sakit jantung, keracunan makanan dan lain2 penyakit. Apabila anda telah mengetahui ilmu ini, tolonglah ajarkan kepada yg lainnya.

Ini pun adalah diet Rasullulah SAW kita juga. Ustaz Abdullah Mahmood mengungkapkan, Rasullulah tak pernah sakit perut sepanjang hayatnya kerana pandai menjaga makanannya sehari-hari. Insya Allah kalau anda ikut diet Rasullullah ini, anda takkan menderita sakit perut ataupun keracunan makanan.

JENIS MAKANAN

Jangan minum SUSU bersama DAGING

Jangan makan DAGING bersama IKAN

Jangan makan IKAN bersama SUSU

Jangan makan AYAM bersama SUSU

Jangan makan IKAN bersama TELUR

Jangan makan IKAN bersama DAUN SALAD

Jangan minum SUSU bersama CUKA

Jangan makan BUAH bersama SUSU CTH :- KOKTEL

CARA MAKAN

JANGAN MAKAN BUAH SETELAH MAKAN NASI, SEBALIKNYA MAKANLAH BUAH TERLEBIH DAHULU, BARU MAKAN NASI.

TIDUR 1 JAM SETELAH MAKAN TENGAH HARI. (yang nie tak boleh buat kat office...;))

JANGAN SESEKALI TINGGAL MAKAN MALAM.. BARANG SIAPA YG TINGGAL MAKAN MALAM DIA AKAN DIMAKAN USIA DAN KOLESTEROL DALAM BADAN AKAN BERGANDA..

(Nampak memang sulit.. tapi, kalau tak percaya...... cubalah. Tapi pengaruhnya tidak dalam jangka pendek..... Akan berpengaruh bila kita sudah tua nanti)

Dalam kitab juga melarang kita makan makanan darat bercampur dengan makanan laut.

Nabi pernah mencegah kita makan ikan bersama susu. Kerana akan cepat mendapat penyakit. Ini terbukti oleh ilmuwan yang menemukan bahwa dalam daging ayam mengandung ion +ve sedangkan dalam ikan mengandung ion -ve, jika dalam makanan kita ayam bercampur dengan ikan maka akan terjadi reaksi biokimia yang akan dapat merosak usus kita.

Al-Quran Juga mengajarkan kita menjaga kesihatan spt membuat amalan antara lain:

Mandi Pagi sebelum subuh, sekurang kurangnya sejam sebelum matahari terbit. Air sejuk yang meresap kedalam badan dapat mengurangi penimbunan lemak. Kita boleh saksikan orang yang mandi pagi kebanyakan badan tak gemuk.

Rasulullah mengamalkan minum segelas air sejuk (bukan air ais) setiap pagi. Mujarabnya Insya Allah jauh dari penyakit (susah mendapat sakit).

Waktu sembahyang subuh disunatkan kita bertafakur (iaitu sujud sekurang kurangnya semenit setelah membaca doa). Kita akan terhindar dari sakit kepala atau migrain. Ini terbukti oleh para ilmuwan yang membuat kajian kenapa dalam sehari perlu kita sujud. Ahli-ahli sains telah menemui beberapa milimeter ruang udara dalam saluran darah di kepala yg tidak dipenuhi darah. Dengan bersujud maka darah akan mengalir keruang tersebut.

Nabi juga mengajar kita makan dengan tangan dan bila habis hendaklah menjilat jari. Begitu juga ahli saintis telah menemukan bahwa enzyme banyak terkandung di celah jari jari, yaitu 10 kali ganda terdapat dalam air liur. (enzyme sejenis alat percerna makanan) Wassalam...

Sama-samalah kita mengamalkannya....... WallahuA'lam slmt mencuba...(^_^)

Love in marriage is indeed a ‘decision’… Not just a feeling

salam~

i read this article in alia's blog (thanks dear!! ^_^) and i find it a very good way to look at love and marriage..my favorite part..hehe~

‘God determines who walks into your life.It is up to you to decide who you let to walk away,who you let to stay, and who you refuse to let go.

You guys just hafta read this.

This is a very good article. Those who are still single may learn something from here…
Those who are already married may take it as a guideline to improve your marriage & relationship …

DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?
During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question. She said, ‘How do I know if I married the right person?’ 
I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, ‘It depends. Is that your husband?’
In all seriousness, she answered ‘How do you know?’
Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it’s weighing on your mind.
Here’s the answer. 
EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse/partner. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their
idiosyncrasies (unconventional behavior/habit).
Falling in love with your spouse wasn’t hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn’t have to 
DO anything. That’s why it’s called ‘falling’ in love… Because it’s happening TO YOU.
People in love sometimes say, ‘I was swept off my feet.’ Think about the imagery of that __expression. 
It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened
TO YOU.
Falling in love is easy. It’s a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria (excitement) of love fades. It’s the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse’s 
idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.
The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will 
notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.
At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, ‘Did I marry the right person?’ And as you and your spouse reflect on the 
euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.
Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, 
a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.
But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it. I’m not saying that you couldn’t fall in love with someone else. 
You could.
And TEMPORARILY you’d feel better. But you’d be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):
THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT’S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It’ll NEVERjust happen to you. You can’t ‘find’ LASTING love. You have to ‘make’ it day in and day out. That’s why we have the __expression ‘the labor of love.’ 
Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.
Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.
Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. 
Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship
WILL make your marriage stronger. It’s a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable… you can ‘make’
love.
Love in marriage is indeed a ‘decision’… Not just a feeling. 
Remember always this:
‘God determines who walks into your life.It is up to you to decide who you let to walk away,who you let to stay, and who you refuse to let go.

hehe~

note for today: dsp test at 8am! omg..need to be at uniten before that..so that's why i need to siap2 now..or else i'll be very cuak later..huhu..pray for me ok! yosh schuzyy yosh!!

oh..heart-ache come again..kecik ati..like i said in fb..yes to you..my fault eh..yela..kecik ati kecik ati~

ok..trying not to be affected by this so much..ok2 schuzyy..test at 8am..class till 11am..and i'm thinking of coming back home at 11am..and rest till 3pm because then i got to attend this talk maybe till 7pm..gosh! u must be kidding me..talk till 7pm? huhu~

ok2..positive schuzyy positive!! yosh!

time-waster~

You Are Banana Pudding

You are playful and optimistic. You have a childlike innocence that you've worked hard to cultivate.*ahaa..very much true eh..hehe~ You are unpretentious and real. You don't put on airs... you're happy with who you are!*true..so true~ You are a natural caretaker and a loyal friend. When you don't know what to do, you know you can at least be there for people.* they say i am..like i always say...i love my friends..even if they dont~ It's likely that you still love the place you grew up in. Home and roots are very important to you.

What Flavor Pudding Are You?

Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends.

Your Brain is Logical

You are a very facts and figures oriented person. You don't get clouded by emotion.*yea rite~ You like to understand how things work, and you're always collecting data of some sort.*agree! You are a critical thinker. You are look at all the facts before you make a decision.*true! You aren't likely to change your mind once it's made up, but new facts could sway you - emotional appeals could not.*hahahhahahaha~

What's Your Brain Like?

peace n out ^_^

hoho..haha..huhu..haha..hihi~

salam~

today..many things happened..funny..sad..tired..everything everything..haha~

hmm..where to start...ok..hehe..we start we the funny yet jengkelest stuff haha..ok2..i am watching 'hotel mania'..yes..i did followed the series since it started..maybe because under ita's influence..i like the series because it was KRU's..haha..and they say it was somewhat like Glee..haha..omg..so not the same i dare say..but the effort was there.and today was the finale..and omg omg omg! it was sooo typical malay series..ita and i was like going all crazy and gedix imitating the dialoque..omg..ok2..example..i like hello kitty..reaaally? i like hello kitty too..kalau kite kuar date.kite anggap tu satu date ok? omg!! whatha! haha..ok2..enough2..oh2..not to mention this song..oh..here's the lyric i managed to type while i was making faces watching..kikiki~


"ku rasa sunyi..teramat la sunyi..
ku rasa sepi terasa sgt sepi teamat sgt la sepi.."

haha..funny isn't it? hehe..sorry maker of this series..well done for the great job! congrats for trying to create our own Glee..good luck again next time! ^_^

ok..next story..today..not much i did..class 9-11am..lab not completed because got class..thank God class was ok..and oh..still i dont understand people not wanting to say thanks when offered favours..haish..ok..i know sometimes i did the same..so sorry! i'll try not to do that again..is perfecting my own attittude..hehe..then class at coit at 2pm..but i went to Eda's room to rest (tido sebenarnye..hehe) gosh it has been quite sometimes since i last lepak with Eda..hehe..rindu ko..hoho..then i went to coit..then class..then..i text eryn..and she said she was sick..so i asked farah if she want to go visit her too..then syafiq said what if we went there together..so we did..kakak condition is quite bad..sad seeing her like that..makan ubat ye kakak..hen at 4pm..farah has class..so we headed back to uniten..then..i lepak at coit because i need to wait for ita n farah..then i continue my rest( hehe~) there..then..jeng2..the suspense.. when i checked my bag for the car keys..omg! it was not there!!! i told farah..she was too shock like hell..haha..and it was funny..hehe.. then she called her boyfriend..and he too was shocked..hehe..i dont know why it seem soo funny..it was supposed to be a sad unfortunate event for me today..haha..but her bf said..it was quite impossible to come back to uniten because he live in melawati and it was 5pm that time..haha..then..k onny text me asking where i was..then i called her telling the unfortunate event of the day..hehe..they she ask me if i want her to come fetch me at uniten..so said..yey..please!! hehe..so she came..but farah said..she will take the bus..so i said..oh ha aaa..jom2..azy pon naik bas la..da lama xnaik bas..k onny xyah la dtg coit..so i did..and omg..that was the 1st time i take bus since foundation..omg..that was soo long ago..haha..the bus was full with boys..because next stop is amanah the boys' hostel. so farah and I decided to sit near the driver..so maybe the driver was super bored or something..he was so funny..trying to be fun i would say..and we just give him pity laugh la..kesian..hehe..sorry bro..;p then k onny came and we went back with her..thanks k onny! kalo akak xde xbalik la azy n ita..hehe..thanks a million!!! hehe..syg akak! and all the way back i was soo energetic..like it wasnt fasting month..haha..see how crazy i am with nescafe..hehe~

oh2..next story..hehe..again..today..a foundation student thought i was the same age as her..19..hehe..do i still look like 19? haish..please dont tell me so..because i think i will be soon sick of those..haha..yea rite!

ok2..enough schuzyy enough! hehe..
hope my jason will be OK at uniten all by himself..huhu..we meet again tomorrow ok.~

peace n out ^_^

tuesday and lazy ;p

You Are a Pigeon

You are a kind and loving person. You may not love people unconditionally, but you come close.*hehe~ You are make others feel secure. You provide a strong foundation for any relationship.*think so~ You believe that friends and family are the most important things in your life, and you do your best to keep those bonds strong.*yes~ Home is very important to you. You are a bit of a homebody - and it's where your strength comes from.*true~

What Origami Animal Are You?

i'm not sure..but i dont have much to write here..huhu..usually..i would be having a list of what to write..but in these few days..the list seems to be empty..haish~

peace n out *_*

saturday and loving it~

salam~

yeay! weekend again..comsys test done..power sys test gotten the result..as expected..haha..test dsp coming up next week..eis test postpone to 15th September which will lessen my raya holiday..hish!

i'm HOME-SICK! huhu..mama called yesterday..giving tips and word and warning and advice..haha..not to drive at night..bertolak pagi la jawabnye..ok ainul! we are going back at 8am sharp! chewah..hoho..need to stop at fendi's bringing the mini-bar back..but before that..need to send jason the car for service..haish..everything need to be done after mara alowance day..omg! not good..not good..then need to go shopping for baju raya! yippee! and some kuih raya to bring back..hoho..macam gaji 2juta je..kikiki~

this month..few friends told me that they are getting married..getting engaged..being proposed..omg omg..all of that just making me feel old..gosh! i am not old..i am only 24 but feels like 18 still..hoho..and when i dont wear baju kurung..i look 19..they said it..not me..hehe..but ehen i wear baju kurung..i feel and look old..haish..not good..anyway..ita and i been having all this chats about age..life and future and family..gosh..that was so much horror and sorrow in that topic..i think i is because i havent get my scroll yet..and they should be any of those 'wonderful' events in this near future..need to finish my degree first..get a job..then think about this..gosh..can i manage to survive that long to get married? gaga..you answer it..2 of my housmates are planning for their engagement day..one already bought the ring because Habib is having Diamond sale (gosh! double gosh! trying very hard to go to Alamanda to have a look..well..not that i'll be having one any sooner..huhu~) so happy for her~

ok2..back to the topic..yey! today is saturday again! and i am loving it..because no class..and i gotto do everything or nothing! haha..but this morning..after sahur..slept on the couch..and woke up..ad looking around..and start kemas2 the hall and kitchen..gosh..felt like housewife..erk..then upstairs..lipat baju..kemas buku (note: it is always a MAJOR mess after each test..so please expect more of these entries after this..hehe) then INTERNET..till now..haha..the line is stable..that;s is why i love going on the net in the morning! hoho..so what to do next? hmm..sleep and sleep and sleep maybe? ;p

yey! finally i got the time to explore my hotmail..haha..and my emails after this wont have those schuzyy name anymore..it will be my real name..so no more ashame..and explaining..hehe..but i love to explain what schuzyy is..hehe..i remember last time when en din asked what is schuzyy..haha~

ok2..thats all i guess..

peace n out ^_^

what I love about Ramadhan?

salam~

It's already a week of Ramadhan..and today is my 3rd day fasting..hehe..selambe..hoho..Today i just realized that i love this month soo much..

1) We got to do what our God ask us to do in knowing how those people who dont have anything to eat feel like..so this is a month of sharing and bersyukur for what we have..Thanks Allah for that..^_^

2) I need my sahur(early breakfast) to avoid any tiredness..usually i will wake up at 5am to sahur..that means..rite after sahur..i got to solat subuh early..hoho..i love that!..just a feeling of a wonderful way to start a day..instead of praying at 7am..hehe..and i am trying hard not to sleep rite after subuh..wonderful..so wonderful~

3) I got to diet..actually my hope is to take less rice..but seems to be impossible..hahaha~

4) Internet during these hours (6 - 8am) seems to be super stable and fast! haha..I love it!!!

5) I got to eat Bubur Lambuk everyday..haha..love that soo much too!! hehe~

ok2..i am having ramadhan the wrong way..hehe..but actually..Ramadhan is a month that each and everyone of us should appreciate most..this is Allah's month..and He is giving us all the rewards that we could ever dream of..it's all can be gain in this superb month..so we all should do our best..because we never know can we still life to meet next year's Ramadhan..so be good OK! ;p

my life today:
i am planning to go to uniten with the rest at 8am..i got class at 10am, so i get couple of hours to study..i got quiz at 4pm..so later after class..still got few hours left to study..gosh i am super scared..those chapters are quite hard..huhu..hope i can get better..previous quiz i only managed to get 17/20..haish..not so good there schuzyy..haish..double haish~

oh2..thanks dear for the explanation..sorry for being so hmm..me..hehe~

i heard test on thursday will be postpone till after Raya..hoho..i hope the rumor is true..hehe..amin! but i still have a quiz today and another test on Friday..huhu..scared!!!

oh2..i think it is ok if i talk about an exchange student from a foreign country in Uniten..i think those who are from uniten will know who am i talking about..haha..we are in the same class for Control and Dsp..i wanted to  treat him like a guest since he is a guest rite? haha..as we all know..Malaysian is too polite to foreigners..haha..same goes to me..like always..i always wear my smiles everywhere..to everyone..so i did the same to him too..but..on some reason..i just felt weird everytime i smile  to him..because he would look at me in this strange weird way..which i dislike..so i am deciding not to smile to him anymore..hahaha..even if he sit next to me during control's class..haha..whatla schuzyy u crapping about..hehe..yes i am crapping~

next..hmm..what's next? oh2..i think i am loosing my touch..i hate it when friends ask me about study..and i cant answer..well..no one like it isnt it? huhu..so..solution? study schuzyy study!!! yosh!! i will!

ok...that's all for today..wish me luck!!! i got quiz today!

peace n out ^_^

happiest sadness~

salam~

today..i've been laughing soo much! unashamedly i've been admitting to everyone today is my 1st day fasting..yes..i am not ashame of it because I think having 'that' means I am normal..so i shouldn't be ashame of it..not wanting to admit it same as I am ashame being a girl..rite? haha..ok2..i say 'that' up there..kiki..ok..xpaham naseb la..kiki..ok2..so back to today's story..the day start with gosipping about my classmate, a friend a... hoho..i was so shock last week to see them together that make me wonder so much..are they together..so i start my mission of the day to know the truth nothing but the truth..haha..so i start my interrogation with my housemate..haha..then she said..haha..that was so yesterday..what? how can i missed such a hot story..then i interrogate my coursemate.haha..and he said the same thing..OMG! cant believe it still..haha..then i met the guy himself..he was like..laa..we are just study friends..nothing more..but i was like..haha..yela..xpe2..kitorg doakan ni..hehe..but i was like..ala..tapi as ur adik angkat yang angkat diri sendiri xnak la kakak ipar camtu..hahahaha..ok.. unashamed! haha xkesah..as long i'm happy..

well..i think i am happy..haha..or i think people will think i am happy..but the real fact is..i am not so happy in the inside..i hate this really..my head is jammed with all the study..and plus..the dearest beloved person is ignoring me..hate that..i think maybe u think i would need this time alone..no u are wrong..this is the time when i needed u the most..yes..we r not alike about this..u like to be left alone during exam time..but me..i very much would appreciate not being left alone..i think i would understand u not calling during the weekend..but the other days..where were u? i wanted to call u but i think there were very few time when i did..u cant really talk..busy working or u was with someone..so..i think it is best for u to call..sorry bout that..that what i think best for now..ok..i know i am being stupid to put this all here..sorry..but i hate this..u have been doing this repeatedly..please dont do it again..please please..it hurts me~

ok2..positive schuzyy positive~

ok..today is tuesday! yosh!!! another new start..another morning..another day..another story!

positive!

peace n out ^_^

room perfected~

salam~

wehoo...last night..ita and i went to mines..buying our way to the ultimate perfection of our room..hehe..actually..it is just the bedsheet..hehe..but since it's Megasale..so we end up buying 2 sets..so...arrived back..changing to more comfy clothes...we start the mission..hoho..bringing the bed's frame and the super heavy mattress..haish..then..reassemble the bed..then..tadaa..mission accomplished! hoho..now we have a bed to sleep on..instead of just mattresses..hehe..then a bit of re-arranging..then again..tadaaa...new look for the room..but sadly..no camera means no pictures..huhu..sad sad~

ok..speaking of sad..last friday was friday the 13..yes..i am not believing the bad luck and all..but since it was Friday the 13th..i kinda felt like it was my bad day..I got 2 test on Friday..power sys was bad..I remember the points but just cant seem to recall the details of the calculations..huhu..hopefully dR Au will be kind this time..sad..sad..then in the evening..another test..Control System...the paper was OK i think..just that 2 of the theory questions were out of my expectation..huhu..there goes 14marks..huhu...next..the evening..Ita wanted to see Despicable Me..so do I..haha..so me, ita and kakak went to Alam anda for the movie..hoho..gosh i was laughing my heart out..the Gru the kids..the cuteness was beyond the world..wow.. exaggerating a bit there..hehe..but i love it soo much!! after the movie..it got me thinking..since when i start to laugh so heartily? (*winks) oh yeaaa....since the The Eye 10...haha..most funniest movie..it was actually our 1st attempt watching ghost movie..haha..but luckily it was funny scary movie..so we was screaming and laughing all the way thru the end..haha..ok2..next unfortunate event on the Friday the thirteen..after the movie..it was only 11pm..and it was Friday ok..the next day is a weekend..it's too early to go back..chewah..bad schuzyy bad girl! hehe..then i remember kakak told me about the Uptown in Kajang..so i wanted to see it..so we went there..nothing much to see..but will go there again before raya..got some stall selling baju raya..hehe..then..the story..on the way getting out of the parking..i somehow..forgot how the curb was..then..the car bumper or skirt wateve..touched the curb..and..my heart stop..ok..i failed interpretting the story here..huhu..then i asked kakak..de pape cicir x? huhu..kakak said..ade..huhu..my heart stop again! huhu.. i went out to see how bad it was..then..sadly to see..the skirt was broken..2 pieces came out..aaa..i dont know how to describe it..just see it urself next time u see the WMK ok..huhu..so..till now..i havent say anything to mama or abah or anyone back home..huhu..the heart stilll havent recover..so maybe..will tell them when i'm back later..huhu..sad sad~

so that's the Friday the thirteen..bad luck~

ok2..no more sadness after this i hope..

since i am still unstable..i am either getting too excited or getting a bit depressed after listening to everyones happy stories of getting married or engaged or anything similar..ok..i am depressed~

ok schuzyy stop the negativeness..u are better than this..positive2! yosh!!!

ok..this week: 2 more test and 1 quiz..and 2 test results..OMG!

Wednesday: CommSys quiz chap 3 and 4
Thursay: EIS test all chapters..OMG!
Friday: Comsys test..Chap 1-4 *hope i still remember chap 1 n 2..hehe~

ok..that's all for now..
i am trying to heal my heart now..all the stopping and scratching..haha..bear it schuzyy..u asked for it..the Lion dont know how it hurts..hate it but still..u asked for it~

peace n out ^_^

saye hepi ble kawan2 sye hepi! ^_^

salam~

i heard 2 stories of my beloved friends being purposed this week! and gosh i am sooo happy for them...they are 2 of my closest people that is so close to get married..hoho..i am soo happy..dont ask me why..haha..oh2..maybe just the fact that their happiness really got me thinking when would someone ask me 'that' question? ^_^ oh my kakak-kakak..cant wait for ur big day!!! dont forget me ya..azy nak jadi flower girl!!!! ^_^

ok...just to share my happiness..i love it when i am happy for others..and hoping that i can be happy as they are too~

oh2..speaking bout happiness..gosh schuzyy! u got 2 test tomorrow!!!! go go study!!!

peace n out ^_^

wednesday+11082010 = 1st ramadan~

salam~

so how's everyone? happy ramadan to all muslims..hope this year will be a better ramadan to all~

update:
thursday: EIS test..but they say..the test maybe will be postpone..but still..just be prepare..huhu~
friday: Power Sys 2 test and Control sys test..gosh..

all the best to me and everyone taking those subjects!

i need to start study!! go azy go!

ok..life..i was talking to mama the other day..mama said something that make me wonder ever since..did i really made my mind about 'that thing'? have i? is it good for me? have it not make my life miserable enough all these years? and sometime it still does hurt me bad..so what should i do? and after all the thoughts..it all come back to the same answer..let just go with the flow..what ever will be will be..all i can do now is just..bare with what ever going to happen and live my life to the fullest..yosh!!

oh2..yesterday..went out with kakak (idalia)..thanks kakak for the treat! havent had pizza for quite long..hehe..love u sooo much kakak! n semoga berbahagia selalu! xoxo ^_^

today..i felt like i need to go back to aloq staq..feel home-sick already..but since i've been telling everyone i will only go back on the 4th of Sept..so be it schuzyy..sept is getting near..sabar ye~

ok..thats all~

happy ramadan to all! puasa jangan tak puasa ye ^_^

peace n out to eat ;p

positive2!!

salam~

i wonder why i get so effected by certain things these days..haish..trying not to be so effected by outside factors..ok2..example..i am very aware with mood change..not mine..but others..meaning..when a friend of mine sad..or meaning to say..moody..i will be affected..then i'll get moody too..not good! when someone calls me..then the call disconnected in the middle of a conversation..without a good end..i will be moody..ok..that maybe not so much of an outside factor..haha..but still..ok2..i admit..my mood can change very fast..so..like i say before..if u notice me noticing u..eh..if u notice me changing mood..meaning..upset or moody..please help me by trying to change the topic..or bring a happy topic so that i will fastly changed to a happy mood..haha..ok..schuzyy is talking nonsense...stop~

ok..i read alia's blog..and she have song that she will listen to when she's sad..hmm..i think mine will be ne-yo's..and kelly clarkson's..but miss independent of ne-yo's definitely will make me as happy as drinking liptons ice lemon tea..haha..yes..ice lemon tea..everytime i get 'affected' i need ice lemon tea..if u see me drinking one..meaning..i am sad..or upset..haha..hoho~

ok..nonsense..stop stop

peace n out y'll~ ^_^

fever~

salam~

oh my..this has been the longest since i last log on the internet..been busy plus my roomate is busy..so i dont want to ask her if i can borrow her broadband..gosh..i think i really should buy another one..think those streamyx guys in kedah is having long holiday kot..still no words from them..haish..

so..nothing much to write..really? haha..i am having fever since friday..and it is on n off as it wish..voice sounded weird..oh2..plus all the mosquito bites..gosh..i am kinda worried if they think i am having dengue..because when i went to the clinic last monday..the doctor say if my fever didnt get well by wednesday.which is today..i should go there again for blood test..to check whether i got dengue..huhu..and i have not get better..plus..ita too is having fever..gosh..sorry girl..hehe..but i wont go the clinic yet.because i didnt take my medicine yesterday..so let's wait till friday..if this fever and all did not go away.so maybe i will go and check..huhu..

i am currently having my mood swing..so..better not try to mess with me..haha..i got irritated real fast..but today..i think i managed to snap out of it super fast..so i think for my case..mood swing@PMS is avoidable or maybe..under control..hehe~

congratulations to me ^_^

oh2..here's what my horoscope is saying today..em2..not that i believe it..haha..whateva~

Remember your mom telling you that if you had nothing nice to say, you should just be quiet? Keep that in mind if it begins to seem like everyone you've ever immediately disliked has chosen today to show up and irritate you further. Silence really is golden.
haha..tell u i have modd swing n got irritated fast ;p


Don't be upset if fate upsets your plans. You'll soon meet someone you would never have set eyes on if that stupid, stupid light had been green.
hohoho..i like this~


It's not like you're being totally unreasonable. It's that no one -- absolutely no one -- seems to be willing to see things your way. Now, why might that be?
hmm..ok..silence mode will be on tomorrow~

Don't expect your schedule to go off even remotely as you'd planned it to. Instead, expect roadblocks, delays and unseen obstacles. That way, at least you won't be disappointed, too.

*sigh*

ok..thats all..i am keeping my positive attitude towards having happier future and brighter days ahead~ ^_^

positive positive positive!!!

peace n out ^_^