Friday, October 29, 2010

aaaa..kecemasan~

salam~

waa..a friend of mine called today..and he said something about our lecturers being frustrated with all of us being not up to their standard. omg! *slapped in my own face*

ok..i am frustrated with my power sys..i love that subject but seem that i cant really digest everything..or should i say anything..huhu..this is not me...and i don't like it!!!

3 papers down..and only 1 i am quite satisfied..the other 2..kinda went into the drain..so let just hope everything will turn out fine~

so another 2 papers..30th and 1st nov 2010..and i will be free for a month! yey! but during the holiday..i will be going up n down MARA to beg them to continue my scholarship/loan..their mistake and i am the one suffering~

but still..i have time for this..hehehe..just having some relax time out of my serabutness~


Lirik 150 Juta – Fynn Jamal

Untuk kali ke seratus lima puluh juta
Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama
“Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?”
“Apa kau buta apa kau pura-pura suka”
Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu
Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku
Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu
Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu
“Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa”
“Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea”
“Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara”
“Tapi dia jelas jujur apa adanya”
“Aku lagi kenal dia”
Eh dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali
Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi
Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi
Engkau sangat manis aku ini pula dawai besi
Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya
Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya
Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja
Terus kau cubit dagu aku sambil berkata
“Sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa”
“Tapi sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya”
“Sayang mungkin saja keras kepala”
“Tapi sayang manja bila kita berdua”
“Saya kenal sayang saya”
Buat apa di cerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya
Peduli orang kata
Baju ronyok tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna
Kalau hati tak ada
Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa
Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada
Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
Aku punya manja kau saja boleh rasa
Rahsia kita berdua





so help me Allah~

make me n this little heart strong~

peace n out ^_^

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

this is funny~

salam~

finals is in few days time..and i am spending my night here..burning the midnight oil to google my ex..haha..one and only i guess..lol..see how inexperience i am in the field..haha..nevermind me~

i was watching the ex list with ita the other day..yes it was soo 2 years ago..i am always an old-school type..oh ok..my ex list..well not to say list..just one..haha..so..what's about it? i dreamt bout him few times this week alone..and it felt weird..it has been almost 6 years..and we was together for only few months..and we only see each other faces twice in about few minutes..1 hour top! what do u expect? i was 18 back then..young and innocent..not knowing what to expect..the drama was always so memorable..first love they say..funny..with all the dreams..plus with few times i kinda like see images of him..em..actually..it was like..i saw my neighbour..but with his face..the other time was at uni..in the lift..the guy look just like him..gosh..do i miss him? i guess so..hehe..so tonight..i spend the night google-ing him..and to my surprise..i did found him! ahaa..that really amazed me..just that me and internet didnt get along too well..usually i wont find what i'm searching for..and this time..i did found what i searched for. thanks Allah..i did add him on fb..hoping he would approve..not expecting much..just be friend again..the memory still fresh..i remember quite everything he told me..and pretty much all of what friends told me bout him..no worries..only the wonderful things..the bad ones..long gone~ ;p

ok schuzyy..u are too into that 'Ex list'..lucky u have only one to google on..final schuzyy!!! focus2!!!

again~

all the best everyone!!! ^_^

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

aha..hyper when needed..love it!

salam!

yey! i am hyper! i love it! study schuzyy study!!

oh..my lovely respectable dr au had posponed the power sys final paper to 26th..so my 1st paper will be on monday..25, control sys! yosh schuzyy!! u can do it!

oh..1 more thing! i love this week because..eventho head is working in extended hours..heart is too preoccupied with works..so i have no time thinking bout other 'things'..n i love it too!!

last night mama,abah, fendi, kak farina n adib came to my house and we had dinner..love it! evenho i kinda felt guilty because supposedly i go with them to fendi's place but my head can't stop thinking bout finals and works remains..so i tell mama i need to stay..luckily mama didnt mind..hehe..nway..thanks all for coming! my spirit lifted already! ^_^

yosh schuzyy!!!

all the best to all unitenians~

Saturday, October 16, 2010

negative vs positive

salam~

firstly, i would like to apologize..i am listening to muzik2 on tv3..gosh! if u want to be a singer just because everyone else is..please..reconsider dear..u r great enough as pengacara n pelakon..it is nothing wrong if u let other be famous as singer..ur voice just cant be accepted..well maybe after few years ur voice would be better..but now..it is just..so not a radio material..eventho they clapped..weird! sorry kid! i know my voice not lemak berkrim..that's why i refused to sing in public ;p

ok2..enough negativeness..

i should focus more on positivenes and beautiful things i can achieve in life..positive schuzyy!! yosh!!

peace n out..

Thursday, October 14, 2010

i need my hyperness today~

salam~

i took nescafe again today..and to my surprise..the effect is not as long as before..drank at 9am..not at 12pm..i am back to my normal state..which is not helping..i need all the energy and hyperness to stay awake and be happy..so that all the works and assignments can be done well~

heart..i am expecting moodiness..but with the help from nescafe..i should be ok..but since today shown no changes..so i think..hope can't be put so high..sigh~

i am re-calcalculating~

i am being self-centered..i know..but most of people around me..too are self-centered..so what can i do? me being selfless~ ok! but..finals are coming..so..i might be needing my alone-time~

yesterday was fun~

today wasnt..turn down the O&G thingy..felt like turning away from my future..i hope i wont be regretting this decision..huhu~

oo moody..please go away..good mood and happiness..please come..i need u now~

peace n out~

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

2 weeks to go!!

salam~

i was doing plans for these coming weeks..and gosh! it is less than 2 weeks more before finals exams! gosh! wish me luck everyone!

i was shocked again..a friend told me he read my blog..haha..thanx for stoping by syafiq..bosan je kan blog ni..hehe~

i told ita something..she scolded me..haha..thanks ita..eryn scolded me for the same things..hehe..funny..thanks girls! love u soo much~

i read something on a friend's fb..i like a lot~


Perempuan cantik itu
Tidak memandang dan tidak dipandang
Perempuan cantik itu
Tidak mengenali dan tidak dikenali
Perempuan cantik itu
Tidak menegur dan tidak ditegur




Monday, October 11, 2010

saye hyper!!! sekian terima kasih~

salam~

i was sooo hyper-active today! eryn asked me to follow her to the food court for lunch..i had my lunch earlier..so still full..so i had iced neslo..gosh! mistake! i was soo hyper n talkative today..i had my presentation for my comsys..and while was waiting for my turn at 4.45pm..supposedly..but end-up my turn was at 5.15pm..i was hyper-ly scold everyone who asked me questions out of the context of my experiment..because i dont want to distract my focus..actually i was avoiding answering them because i wasn't really confidence with my experiment and i am trying hard to keep related things only in my head. so after 3 hours waited with hyperness..i am very very very happy as we managed to answer all the questions nice n fast! congrats lyza!!! we got thru!! yey! when we was out from the room..i laughed heartily! i dont know why...maybe because all her questions were almost the same as previous pairs..so we were ready for it! alhamdullilah~

so practically..i am very happy today! all thanks to NESCAFE! haha..gosh i am addicted to nescafe..btol la ita..if u want me to do something without me taking to much time thinking..just give me nescafe..i will do anything u want..haha~

peace n out ^_^