heart and soul

“Senyum seindah suria…yang membawa cahaya…senyumlah dari hati…duniamu berseri…senyum umpama impian dalam kehidupan…kau tersenyum…ku tersenyum…kemesraan menguntum…

senyum…. kepada semua…senyumanmu amatlah bermakna…senyum membahagiakan..dengan senyuman…terjalinlah…ikatan…”

this song remind me of someone..haha~

i told u about my ex before..well i think i actually have 2 exes (who axed my heart..wah~ ;p) the week before i wrote the entry..i dreamt of the 1st..and after i contacted him..i dreamt about the 2nd one..but it was all nightmares..sorry~

ok..story of the day...went to tok's house..like always..being 20s is hard because they always ask..bila nak kawen? dah ada calon ka? bila nak abes balajq? bila nak keja? amik kos apa? nak keja kat mana nanti? nak keja apa? soklan xbley blah..yang aritu xjadi ka? *dang~

so today..i told tok..tok..xdak calon lagi la..tok la tolong cari..hehe *sambil buat muka comel tahap langit ketujuh ;p

situation is quite the same with mama..few times she too said the same thing..but subtly..
eg:
1. jom la p cari katil tuk bilik baru tu..tuk kawen schuzyy nnt la jugak..*erk~
2. budak depan umah tu engineer..rajin p surau..bekenan eh mama..*erk~
3. ni mama buat homestay ni siap2..nnt nk buat kenduri  schuzyy xyah susah2 dah

omg..mama mama..please get me ur future son-in-law fast! u need one! i know~

my niece (my cousin's daughter) got married on the 101010. and she is the starting or i would like to say..turning point for all my other cousins who in 20s and havent got married..we are all kinda stress out..everyone will say..tu wawa tu da kawen da..umoq baru 22..ang bila lagi? aduyai~

marriage for me is very sacred~
i want it to be super special..as far as i know myself..i still keeping all the specials for THE ONE..if Dr Agy say..if u dont find him in this world..u will find him in heaven..i dont mind..i know Allah has what best He thinks for me..i am accepting my destiny~

but still i need to endure the people..sigh~

Allah..please help me be strong~

peace n out ^_^

ps: schuzyy..u r creating trash here...sorry dear all~

insane..haha~