GEMS

salam~

This coming Monday, I'll be starting my practical or Part II for my GEMS training. Oh yeah. I didn't put my GEMS experiences in words yet. Ok here it is. GEMS stands for Graduate Employability Management Scheme and it is for those who finds it hard to get placement in working world right after graduation. Well supposedly the requirement is 6 months of unemployment but I don't know how I get it right after 1 month of graduation. Lucky me I guess ^_^

I learnt a lot there and mostly about management. Since I'm an engineering student, management is one of my target sector for the golden or silver days. Silver? haha~

So here are some pictures from GEMS~

First breakfast

B.A.S.E Group Excellence

View from my room 307 of GVR

Our work got stars. Felt like in kindergarten again ;p

Drawn by Miss Ira. Cute isn't it? Love it so much!

Girls Power! ^_^

My company! Seveeeen!!

The girls. miss yaa!!

The company's cheers

The supporter's props~

Meaw2 was my trademark there ^_^

:credit to miss illiya of company 1 

The company

The names. supposed to be 28 names~

This board is with me!! haha~

The wall we all love so much

The work of 2 months. (that's it?)

The entrance to our kingdom~

The contract from Mrs Faridah ME class

The notice board

Seveeeen!!

The birthdays

Works by Girls Power! ^_^

The Girl Power!!

Bestie, Jennifer miss ya!

The Corporate Dinner was held on the last Monday at GVR and here's the pictures from my cam~

The food

This look nice rite? nyuuummmm~

My view from the table at the back; we were performing so they put us at the back. Sigh~

My tablemates

Miss Queen!

Ehem.Mr CEO and the assistant scandal hahaha

The food destruction. huahuahua :D

Miss Shikin

Miss Yuma n Miss Aida

Cute Miss Umi 

Mr Che Mat n Miss Farah

Miss Alin

My beloved 307

Miss Bella, Miss Shikin, Miss M

Miss Ati n Miss Yani

Miss Nadia

Mr PA expert from English Fair

Miss Nadia

Karok people. they influenced me badly ;p

My twin, Miss Yazi

My beloved English Fair team, I was the project manager. wehoo to me. haha~

It was such a great time working with them. No way I can forget this team! ^_^

Kedah people of Seveeen~

Mr Izaidi n Miss Hasmah

Mr Fahmi, Gossip partner! haha~

Mr Arif, the first person I knew in GEMS

Spot the similarity?

Feet of 307

Mr OA

Jealousness strikes again. haha~

Company last makan2 which bring few dramas and sweet memories~

Satay: before

Satay: after ^_^

I'm not sure why this attracts me. haha~

Lovely Umi

The crime scene ^_^

Partners in crime

I'll miss this sight forever~

Last speech by Mr OA. He was crying at this time. Thanks a lot Mr Omar.

I hate u but i love u~

307!! I will always remember our memories together

The CERT. Alhamdullilah~

The placement

Part II will be updated maybe in 2 blogs. The emotional version in here ^_^ and the professional one in the schuzyy's experience blog along with the MAS ;p

Gosh! I almost cried reporting this. I was listening to the songs list for English Corner A cappella. All the memories just flashed before my eyes bit by bit. Gosh I will miss everyone and everything. The bads and the goods. Epitomize, English Fair, GVR05 will always be in my heart.

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peace n out ^_^

life is weird or is it just me?

Salam~

I'm not sure what I just did. I wanted this in the first place but with that response, I got demotivated. Right now I am clueless. Not knowing what to do, how to react and how to continue without affecting the relationship we already have. I used to get these kind of response, so I shouldn't be this sad. Be strong Schuzyy! You are ok even if u are all by yourself for the rest of your life. What the heck. Life is for us to enjoy and to fill it with happy moments so with bits of sad things I shouldn't be bothered much right? Positive2!!

Just live life to the fullest!! yosh!

peace n out ^_^

thanks for making me hate you!

salam~

It's 11.11.11. and nothing happy and sweet happened. as expected! darn! On the day when I expected I would find someone to fill the emptiness in my heart, 2 persons that I supposed to respect just lost my respect.

Case 1:
I used to get comments from friends and others that I don't look my age. I was happy to hear that before. but now it is kinda annoying as I'm already in my quarter century plus it is being the factor I am not being taken serious. I hate that so much now. huu~

Case 2:
What do u feel when someone who knew u for 4 days evaluates u? Obviously it can't be right. There's no way someone can know u in and out in 4 days. Impossible!

Case 3:
I just hate being typical and I favor uniqueness

Case 4:
I hate waiting for people who doesn't respect time. If they can't respect their own time they obviously won't respect others.

Case 5:
I hate old people who don't respect others. They are the one that supposed to show the example and when they failed to do so, i just can't respect them anymore even if they are the authority. But maybe i'll try my best to act as if I'm still OK in front of them~

So sorry for my rudeness. I am so under stress right now. If it is the stress that involve useful things or work I still I can take it but this is just stupid things that I need to face everyday. Hope Allah will help me to bear this for another 25 days. huu~

to my rijal n mr topex..thanks so much for the advice. You guys did cool me down.hehe. thanks again!

peace n out ^_^

after about 1 month~

salam~

It has been such hectic days. The training isn't just training. It was about making friends, being good to people and superiors and performing. Making friends is not a new thing for me as I always love to make new friends wherever I go. Being good is just my nature so no biggy. Being good to superior? I am OK as long it is sensible and logical. When it started to be 'weird' I lose interest. I was performing quite good within the first 2 weeks and when my job was not appreciated and the boss is not acknowledging me..that just s***. Plus all the blame keep on coming back to me. Making me not wanting to go back anymore. I do love the modules and lesson taught there but when politic take charge I prefer backing up. I really hope I would get a firm job fast so that I can get away from all these political stuff. I once question this to the other boss. Even he said that's how things work these day. It was such a questionable-heart-broken answer for me. How can we improve ourselves when internal network like that is the only way to get things done? I can never agree with that. NEVER! One more thing. Where is the professionalism when the people trying to teach doesn't practice it. When come to think of it..oh yeaaah. It was all about the ROOT. How can I missed that. So for another month time I should bare with all the challenges.

Again I am stressing here that the modules are all good and it is such a waste if one did not want to experience it. I have no problem what so ever with the modules and activities. I am only writing this to express  my dissatisfaction in my own blog. This is not a complaint. I will maintain my position there as a trainee as long as God permits~

peace n out^_^

ps: I think this is the fever talking. It is too emotional don't u think? ;p

gems~

salam~

It's sunday!! and I'm off to Genting Highland later! I supposed I'll be using this blog again after all. ^_^

Today I guess was a blast! Beginning with car coaching for Ita at 8am around Putrajaya and Uniten. then headed  to Sg Chua for laundry then back to Uniten to get my Snowy then went to Bangi for food and car wash. and continue with ita's car repairing then back home. such a wonderful day!

I love having full activities day like this.

To top it all. I got choc from fiqa, my housmate for farewell and good luck for the GEMs. thanks fiqa!! terharu sy! ^_^

yesterday ita 'blanja' western food at Keramat AU. Fiske Steakhouse. Such a nice place with superb food! Thanks to Shida for the 'blanja' session few years back.

again, looking at this entry, I guess I do have friends that love me. Thanks girls. I Love u too with all my heart! ^_^

It's really sad to leave Bangi. Although maybe not for long but the confirm period is 2 months. huu. sad~

ok. next entry will be on the activities i did with GEMS~

nite2 peeps~

peace n out ^_^

ps: after quite some time. he called again. thanks for remembering me~

Saranghae! ^_^

lifeless life~

salam~

it has been a month since i graduated from uniten and it has been such boring days. internet sleep eat sleep internet series. i havent done anything much. i wanted to apply for part time job but since the convocation is already around the corner i think i shall wait a little. so rite after convo. no more delay.

as for life event. i keep on reminding myself to look forward. my convocation is on this coming 16th oct and usually i heard this is the perfect time to introduce your significant other to your family. it was once my dream too. but guess i wont be able to find anyone in this next 13 days so. it will be wasted. sigh~

i wanted to tell him this but since the last time i tried to contact him, i only end up hurting my own feelings. so guess that's the end. anyway thanks for the memories. i really hope u could come to my convo as i cant on yours~

peace n out ^_^