Thursday, January 26, 2012

life is fair~


today work is so stressful. everyone is saying i looked as if i am about to cry. Thank God i was not. But i really dont know how to hide it. i am really stressful. with all the works and things to learn. things is getting out of my hands.i got much advice from everybody at the office. the bosses are saying this, the technicians are saying that. and there are few that i found very helpful. but some were just talks. anyway. thanks everyone for your concern ^_^

ok i am being positive there. well. there's nothing wrong for being positive right? i was frowning all day today. i think i will start aging sooner or later if i keep on doing that for the next few months. no no. i will be better. i will learn faster. i will be a good leader as i always wanted. just i pray to God for all the support i can get. ^_^

after such a long day of stress. i took my usual trains back home. and what i love about taking trains is the people. i get to see all sort or people and behaviors. i love it. the young and the old. today i smiled a lot in the train. only one smiled back. it's ok. i dont mind. we all have our own problems. and thanks to the uncle at tbs. he smiled back after i smiled at him after he was asking for direction to this aunty. made me wonder why is he travelling alone. how it remind me of my abah. sob3. home-sick~

then i almost burst into laughter when i saw this boy. well actually they were 3 of them. i was busy looking at their friend, he was all quite and smiling by himself. his face is so pure. until i saw cigarette pack in his pocket. haish. seriously he look so pure. well pure la for youngster like him. then i switched to his friends. friends he was spending time with. then..hahaha. omg. he was wearing gold bracelet. mind me he is a malay boy, and it is forbidden for Malay males to wear gold things. but the funny part is. gosh. it looks so makcik-style! hahaha. gosh. cannot tahan! sorry kid! u are funny!

ok2. so i hope i get to see funny stuff again tomorrow as that is the only thing that can swipe away all my stress. ^_^

peace n out

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