thanks, but no thanks~

salam~

ok. thanks for ruining my day. with all the things i did for u..u keep on testing my limit. and fyi. it is reaching the top..so beware~

and from now on. please note that my least favorite phrase is
" G la sorang-sorang"

yes. thanks. if i were fine to go by my own i would never ask u to come with me. how could u say such things to me? i've been hiding this feeling for quite a long time now. and it always reached the top when i heard those words!

thanks thanks thanks!

that is the word that we hear less and less these days.
do you know that with that single word, u can make a dark sorrow day turn all bright again. so please please please make it a habit.

again. thanks~

peace n out~


  

hello world~

salam~

it's been a while since i last wrote in here. it has been very busy and now. i'm totally 100% free. I am now a graduate from UNITEN with a degree to be proud with. just that the fact that i'm still struggling with the job seeking period now. and this is such a frustrating period. been to few interviews and it all went bad. not a single responds after. and now i'm back to my couch and be a potato.

right now i have too much time to think about everything but my mind just refuse to do anything because of KOREA! haha. i keep on watching this variety show called 'Running Man' love it so much i can finish watching 5- 1hour episodes one shot. which result with panda eyes everyday. haha.anyhow. i'm happy..for now~

life?i will just let it be and just go with the flow. i was once thought the history could have a chance to repair itself. but i was wrong. when we put it in the history chapter.it should and always be in the past. if it were to be repaired. let it be another chapter. dont continue from the previous one. it can only do harm. just like what happened to me just few seconds ago. what actually happened? i tried to find out what actually the other side was thinking. turned out just exactly like i thought it was. so..just let it be. i am deleting everything related hoping that i can start my new chapter fresh! i really really hope i can find the new chapter fast. time is limiting itself and i wont stop anymore.

just remember.i forgive but i never forget~

peace n out ^_^

weird~

salam~

i was all this while against 'gedikness'. but when my own friends became one..it just get even weirder. why would you want to do that.  u already have a significant other. why would u want someone else? just because it is a long distance relationship doesn't mean you can go cheating on your significant other.

maybe you would say i am jealous because i cant even get one guy to like me. but wth. i am more content with my less sinful life. yes i do want a man in my life. but not that way. please. i thought u are better than that~

regrets~

peance n out ^_^ 

nightmare!

salam~

i was awaken by a morning-mare i would say. i regret sleeping after alarm now. Thanks Allah. i know this is the best way to wake me up. but why does it felt so real him telling me that he's now happier because of other girl. but at the same time still looked at me with those face? sad but it was more sad and disturbing to me. felt like texting him telling how i miss him. luckily i deleted the numbers already. i know if Allah permits it, it will happened no matter what. right now, my priority is to finish my studies and get the best job. insyaallah~

thank you Allah. i am sorry i am not an obedient slave of yours. i am trying to improve myself. help me please~

peace n out ^_^

weekend~

salam~

this weekend felt so short. spent saturday with jalan2 and sunday with works. huuu~

saturday:
12pm: pmc, bangsar. visit ika. omg. she looks bad. i pray the best for her health. it's sad to see her like that after we all know her as a young cute n cheerful girl. i know u are a strong girl ika. hope u get well soon~
4pm: IOImal puchong. teman kak onny. meet kak tiq, toher and their cute friend. haha. pek'u just the person i would like to have in my life. haha. yea rite schuzyy. i had enough of all this. rite now all i need to focus on is finishing my school projects and graduate! yosh! jun, july august! yosh2! :D

thanks kak ony for the ABC,and mcd! and tol n fuel and parking. hahaha. felt like spending time with mama. everything was taken care of. just be there and enjoy! hoho~

sunday:
11am: cook for the day
12pm till 12am: icsipa works. huhu..that's all i did for the day~

monday:
5am: sahur
7am: cdm
11am: protection esaimen n quiz..huhu

gosh! i need my sleep!

happy rejab everyone~

peace n out ^_^

why?

salam~

today..a little furious. many friends are getting married and me? nothing. haha. then i came across this article telling that it is better to regret a loss than not experiencing loss at all..yes i am referring to love loss. darn! i think i only felt it 3 times and it was so bad. i really hope that the next time i fall in love it will be for real. no more hurting. please. it not..better leave me alone. i am more peaceful like this. all those false hope would kill me. hate it! why all men nowadays are looking for sexy girls to make a wife. i thought they say men always look for the best only flirt with the sexy ones. gosh. sometimes my fragile heart is telling me to be sexy. gosh. lucky Allah love me. i am still insane. that just not me. i am better off like this. i believe Allah has His plan. all i need to do now is concentrate with my studies and graduating and getting a good work. then love will eventually come when we least expect it..right? insyaallah~

ok..enough talking bout love..sick of it already rite?

since few weeks ago..after i discovered that they made angry birds plus toys..i fall in love with them. but i'm not interested in getting any of the birds..but i am looking for the piggy with misai..haha..but i still found none. i'm sure they made it too. how i wish i have all of the set..then have the slingshot and play in real life. haha..

hehe..aren't they cute? please help me find them..

oh..i never tell anyone before i think..i love key-chains..i collect key-chains since forever! have 2 boxes already..and i;m looking forward to keep on collecting ;p

oh..another thing that i have difficulties on forgetting this week. this video. i was introduced to Korean's variety show called Family Outing..yes i know i am so out dated. this show was a hit back in 2008 and me..only get to know this in 2011..haha..anyhow..i fell in love with hyori and her character..and also bigbang songs. haha..few..because i downloaded their song i only like few. hehe. but here..this one..i cant grow bored listening to this~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8A9nfvtMteE

i'm not sure why they are no more embedded link. haish. i love this song too much already~ ;p

oh lastly..time waster ;p

Your Wedding Color Should Be Blue

You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood. You are in touch with your six sense. If you have a strong feeling about someone or something, you listen to it. You're the type of person who still believes in changing the world. You passionately believe that things should be better. You are compelled to help everyone around you. You are naturally selfless.

What Should Your Wedding Colors Be?

Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

peace n out ^_^

being negative!

salam~

i'm being negative today.
1. i protested on being late replied. obviously this is PMS talking~
2. i hated that i am left alone in this house..but i am glad there no one here as they'll be my victim if they are here.
3. i hate that everyone is in love except me! what is wrong with me? plus the fact that i am listening to bigbang's song..and mostly the sad ones are super sad..i actually felt sad. and those love songs..my heart just cant take it anymore. only the fact that i cant really understand what they say as it is in korean make me still sticking to them.
4. having nescafe is definity not helping with PMS!
5. schuzyy u need to calm down!

u know this is not u speaking~

peace n out ^_^