hyper day~

salam~

last i had nescafe this week was on thursday..then today..the effect? wow! i was sooo hyper..haha..but what my friends said..i help them be more energetic..hoho..thank God i do some good today..haha~

so today..speak a lot..argue a lot.. questions a lot..haha..thanks mr zaflee, mr maswan, en din..hehe..u are the best! hoho..

omg..its already week 7..another 5 weeks and 4 days to go..huhu..ok2..i will definitely miss them more than they would miss me..haha..as if they would miss me..huhu..sad..all the eyes..the dirty jokes..the fights..the talk..the breakfast..the lepak..the guys..the kakaks..omg! how can i live without them..omg! i love doing practical!! oh Allah..can i really work there? please please please!

what i will remember most will definitely be the journey..the 1 hour journey..flashing my MAS pass at the main entrance..the sight of mr jamal car at the car park..checking en din's car whether he's in earlier than me or not..arriving at the 2nd floor..go to the washroom for some touch-up..hehe..then check whether en jamal is at his place or not..it is weird why is always went missing these days..haha..then check who else are in before me..greet them good morning and salam..asking how their day yesterday..or their weekend..ask k ina whether the boss is in today..then k leha will say..jom! my favorite moment..breakfast! hehe..then go up to the office for some breakfast..then eat.then listens to some gossips...then greeting all the late comers..hehe..then all work and more play and lepak..haha..my best lepak buddy..abg jenal..he is my ultimate lepak buddy..everytime i felt sleepy or bored i will go to him first..plus if there are all abg zaflee and abg maswan..hoho..but if there are more people there i will go to k ina's place..hoho..thanks k ina for being patient with me all this while..hehe..thanks k leha, k shima, en din, en sahar, en azhar, en yusof, en jamal, abg zaflee..abg maswan, abg jenal, abg nazri, abg megat, abg moktar, wak dahari, alif, wan, mizi, awe, abe, and hj radzi..ok..that all i think..hoho..gosh i will miss definitely miss u guys after this~

huhuhuhuhuhu~

if i were to work there..i hope nothing will change~

oh..my visiting lecturer will be dr yasmin hanum..and i am glad its her..because she knew about me and MAS since i was making the decision..haha..funny when she found out that i chose MAS over TNB..hehe..not regret there~ ^_^

peace n out ^_^

love-a-holic~

salam~

i just watched this movie.." did u hear about the morgans?" and now i felt like crying..and it was after the movie..not like always..during..haha..ok..if u know me..yes..i am a crier..i crier during every movie..oh2..except clash of the titans..very weird actually..haha..so what makes me thinking this time is...my age..and my future..so what's about it? hmm..i think my closest friends would know..it has been troubling my head very much this few weeks..not because there are choices..but because they keep on asking..bf bf bf..truthly speaking..i am hoping i had the answer..the person didnt confirm anything yet..so if u are reading this..please..do something..haha~

so..this week..is very hectic! fun..flirt..sick..hope..tired..and most importantly..i did learn few lesson of life..apart from things i should learn educationally..k leha say..never trust a guy..k ina n k shima supported..so i wonder..what could that possibly mean? they are married..maybe they are referring to me..who are not..haha..so only trust ur husband? but there are cases when they do and in the end the husband left them for some other girls..so..does that means..we girls should not trust any men..forever? hmm...life lesson~

today i had a fight with a friend..and i was half regret and half emotionless..i dont want this to continue..i am being half me..i usually put the silent mode in when i am upset..but if after 15min u continue with other topic..then i should be able to forget the problem..thats me..so..the mistake there was both being silent for the entire hour..so i cant imagine how would this be on monday..huhu~

i cant stand waiting..especially when it's hot!

ok..i hate saturdays! it always been my most unlucky day..hope tomorrow student will turn up..and i got to get out to somewhere..i really need time off..entertainment please..i really want to watch some movie..huhu~

what does "did u hear about the morgans?" and "up in the air" have in common?

i wasnt really friendly with men..but doing internship really has changed me..well..not in that way..just that..now i can interact with them more freely..in these 3 weeks..my life revolves around only 5 females..alya,k ina,k leha and k shima and today k ramlah..and the other 20+ are men..and i am really surprise i can NOT be me! haha..good for me..no more shy2 cat..so i can learn better..but en din statement (on..he's my supervisor aged 50+) he felt like telling those guys in the lift asking who i was..this is my bini muda..omg! thank god i can play my plastic face at that time..haha..funny and awkward!!! i am looking for singles un-married men en din! sorry! ^_^

i'm dead if he read this! haha..sorry en din.sy gurau je~ ^_^

em2..can i name all those 20+ here? of cos can..this is my blog! haha..hmm..how? ok2..introduction upon appearance..ecewah..en din, en sahar, hj radhi, en azmi, abg jamal, en yusof, en azhar, abg maswan, abg zaflee, abg jenal, fikri( oh2..my fellow trainee..ala fikri..dtg bangi gtau eh..xsmpat jmp td..today was his last day), abg megat, abg mokhtar, abg nazree, wak dahari, alif, nan, en shah, sofa, and abg shah..haha..ok..that was a long list..cant believe i called them abang..so gegen my life principle ..but but..haha..it's all bout learning..nothing personal~

so after 3 weeks..i learn much..who knows life lessons has shocked me more that electric could..haha~
so i hope another 8 weeks ahead..more will come and teach me..i really really really appreciate these experience! and i am really really really glad i made it there in MAS ^_^

You Are an Archangel

You're so good, people have trouble believing it's not an act. You're practically a saint. You take ethics and morals very seriously. You can be depended on to do the right thing, even when it's difficult. You may or may not be religious, but you are definitely deeply spiritual. You want to do right in this world. You would never betray the trust of your friends and family. And in turn, you are highly respected by everyone.

What Type of Angel Are You?

Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

haha..is it?

You Should Work with Art

You are a very visual and creative person. You couldn't stop making beautiful things, even if you tried. You are constantly inspired and driven to create. It would drive you crazy to follow too many rules at work. You have to do things your own way. If you're given room to be yourself, you come up with amazing things. You never stop making art, so you might as well get paid for doing something you love!

What Should You Work With?

Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

oh my..art!~

blimey..when i am typing this entry..i am pronouncing every word in my head in British accent..oh hugh grant influence ~

peace n out ^_^

balloon day!!! ^_^

salam~

yesterday was my balloon day!! thanks ita..last 2 disappointment really did pay off..there was so many of them yesterday..and i went to putrajaya 3 times! hoho..thusrday with kakak n her sister then yesterday twice with ita..morning at 7am and evening at 8.30pm..hoho wonderful experience..even tho we didnt get the chance to ride  them but the scenery was spectacular! love it love it love it! :D

: belon leper di ari pertama..huhu..kuciwa sayaaa :

: are these hot air balloons too? :

: omg! darth vader invading earth!!!! :

: yey!! finally!!! happy happy happy me! ^_^ :

: my personal favorite!!! love them all actually!!! :

hehe...the night glow even better! plus the fireworks!!! wewwwiit!! gosh..i love exams..erk..well..leisure before struggling for exam i guess ;p

ok..that's all bout me and my balloon happy day! thanks for watching :D

:: addiction ::

salam~

topic 1: final exams

26/3: friday power e
29/3: monday microP
31/3: wednesday pom and power sys..huhu~
2/4: friday techcomm

and 5/4 internship..and i havent decide yet..huhuhu~

topic 2: internship

gosh..got another week to think..i am practically avoiding thinking bout this because all i manage to do after thinking is just..having more head-ache than before..huhu..so where should i go? again i will list every pro n cons..and sorry if u read this before..hehe..this is me..reconsidering over and over and over again..and tired of it..but still doing it..huhu..

tnb: can stay at home, all will be provided plus mama abah and family..wont need much effort because they say at tnb u will only get work if u ask..if u feel lazy..just sit down and enjoy the ride..haha..but..there's no allowance, plus maybe no experience..huhu..another but..i'm currently taking electrical power engineering..so tnb is my long term target..so should i just go and get it? why waste time? my lecturer said..tnb is sacking old people above 50 so that they can extract fresh juices from the young one..so if i were to work with tnb..i should start young..ok..thats way beyond the topic..back on the track..ir yeoh said..i should consider both as internship is just an experience that i should have before getting into the real deal..haish..his word was somehow affected my decision but in a way that i cant see where its going..haha..see..how bsepah i am in this matter of making decision..huhu~

mas: love the name..but thinking bout how broad the field would be scares me a lot..i know i will be tired working there..even the journey is long..if i were to take MAS then i should consider where to live..at hostel or at bandar baru salak tinggi? huhu..and come along money matters..renting, eating out, transportation..gosh..a lot to spend there..experience? maintenance thingy? i am electrical power ranger..so should i go on the surface and see from the consumer perspective (thats what ir yeoh say) hmm..like that..if i were to work with tnb later..then i will know how it is like from two different views..consumer and provider(hmm..yeoh didnt say provider..oh..forgot!!) hmm..

so..what will be the chosen one? by the time i'm writing this..its MAS with 60-40..but the difficulties to get there somewhat turn me off...huhu..so hard to decide laaaa~

haish..azy make up your mind..fast!

oh..the title? haha..i am now officially addicted to conditioner! haha..this week..i wake up at 5am just to shampoo and conditioner because eda will wake up at 6am..hehe..so i will have an hour to play with the hair..hahaha..luving it..ok..weirdo..dont care..hahaha..u should try too ;p

ok..before i get any weirder..i better stop now..just had something that really made my day..thanks dear! ^_^

peace n out ^_^

penat~

salam~

new experience definitely will create new memories..so since i did my 2nd job last weekend..i did collect good memories..meeting new friends, promoting the chalet to strangers (hmm..me talking to strangers is not weird..that's me), laughing, talking, glancing (haha~) and acting cute (agagaga~) so i hereby..admit..i am not a promoter..maybe the skill can be polish..but i would prefer being buyer than the one who need to convince the buyer..hehe..one thing i want to say..next time u see a promoter giving out anything..just take it..and return them a honest smile..it would make them happier..because i did!

: cik gaji, cik name card and cik sexy :

my fortune cookie today say "Love is for the lucky and the brave"~

hard to say anything now~

many things happened to me in these few weeks..what i can say..i am not the Azy u know last few years..i have grown..i have opened my eyes bit wider..i've known world in another perspective..i learn thing in my own way ..i am a new person..and i like it~

love urself 1st before u start loving others~

ok2..continue with ur work now..chop2! 

peace n out ^_^

thanks to all!! u gave me most wonderful present of all..friendship and LOVE! ^_^

salam~

its 24th february and i am 24 years old and a day..hehe..and today is also another big day..its mama and abah's 33rd wedding anniversary!! yey! congrats to them!! :D

yesterday..started from midnight..showered with texts wishes..like always..i love to put their name here (b4 i got blog..i put ur names in my diary ^_^) started at 11.41pm..fikri was the first..haha..dak kecik dont have watch..hehe..nway..adik..thanks! then lyza, afiza, k onny. idalia, nadiyah, ajoy, mia, celcom (telling that i have a week free for upax friends..haha) nurul and mirul..thanks all! love u all! ^_^

then wishes from fb? it was flooding..i'm flattered! thanks guys! i know its because of the reminder of cause..haha..its ok..at least u remember..thanks so much!

class: yesterday i only had 2 classes..emd lab and power sys..lab finished super early..round 12pm after starting at 11am..which i arrived at 11.10..haha..then bruch with kakak..then waited at our meeting room ^_^ then went to class..haha..even power sys finished early..then rite after class..fatehah wished me..hehe..thanks dear! then to my surprise they kinda wished me loudly before i walk out the class...haha..thanks again..i was malu2 kucing..hehe..then i walk out of the class and k zana told me she wanted to blanja me birthday'treat she said..hehe..so we headed to fadz cafe for a slice of choc cake and lemonade..thanks k zana!! luv u! 1st bday treat of the day! :D

then..going back to my room..fatehah called..she said she wanted to borrow my cd..but i forgot to bring them..but they came...that was weird i think..haha..but then they gave me this! hehe..thanks fat2, shima and ika!!! love u!! ^_^

then..the night of my life..cewah..haha..if to reflect back on the whole story..it was so funny..eda was telling me that she's going to bh again tonight..i do believe because she and her group got few projects that need her to go to bh since few days back..so no surprise there..but then when i told her i wanted to make magi for dinner then she said..em em..alya ckp pas dia exam alya nk ajak minum2..at that point i was suspecting..but still not to put much hope..haha..hoping for a surpise party? haha..what if there's none? i would die or disappointment..haha..then at 9pm eda went out..so there left me all alone..on my birthday..but thinking that it was a fine day..nothing fancy..wishes and love..thats all i need..so i just loving my bday this year..then around 9.30pm..alya called..she said she's coming back from upm..but not to rush cause she'll drive slow..hehe..funny when now i know the reason of the slowness..hehe..thanks alya for all the hussles!  ^_^ then alya arrived at ilmu..picking me up..i was kinda surprise because there was no eda..oh..alya said..eda will be going with rijal..oo ok..then at upten..we went straight to izzat..me having my favorite kewteaw kerang! nyum2.. then..there were eda and rijal..but there's more..its k onny! but k onny's face..i believed her because i thought k onny came because maybe eda told her that they were having dinner with me..haha..apeke lurus beno den nih..hehe..then after ordering..alya went way back..i was counting..hmm..me alya eda rijal and k onny..thats just 5..so why not seat at the 6-seat's? then we went way back..ahaa..then i knew..i saw fifi and nad..and a red box..then i cant stop smiling! haha..senyum smpai ke telinga..yes i did..hahaha..omg! cant believe they planned all that! thanks my dearest friends! love u all!! i am flattered! i whole secret recipe choc indulgence! omg omg! that was the first time ever! first time ever anyone bought me a SR cake for MY birthday..hehe..thank you all so much!! terharu2! *sobs* ^_^

my big 24-written 1st-ever-secret recipe-choc indulgence cake ^_^

my special birthday kewteaw kerang from izzat bought by rijal...hehe~

~ the sisters: k onny, alya the kiddo: eda n me ^_^

: thanks alya!!! u r the best mastermind ever!!! luv u!! ^_^ 

so thats basically all that happened on my birthday..hehe..in details i think..haha..but the most cherished moment was mama calling me at 6.20am..wishing me hepi bday..hehe..she didnt remember she gave birth to me at 6.21am..haha..and she laughed when i told her wait for a minute!! hehe..love u mama! eventho my life wasnt so great..but with ur and abah's love life is great!! and happy anniversary!!! ^_^

thanks mama abah and friends!!! 

~ XOXOXO ~

peace n out ^_^

happy new year to me!!!

salam~

hospital besar alor setar

6.21am

24 years ago~

a 33-year-old mother gave birth to a baby girl named azy~

thanks mama for giving me life, love and everything that a child would want in life..i am sorry for all the trouble i caused u and abah all this years..

i love u both mama n abah~

happy birthday to me ^_^

ps: funny, wishing for my own birthday..hehe~

volunteer is good for the soul ^_^

salam~

just came back from zoo negara! omg..this is my first time doing charity work..and it was so much fun!! i can believe it! i thought it would be so tiring and boring and the workers would simple ask us to do this and that..but they were just wonderful!! ok2..here's the detail ^_^

0730: kakak fetched me from ilmu and we heading to atm for the ride to the zoo

0900: arrived at Zoo Negara and we was late..and only 29 reported and it was kinda short cos supposed there are 40 of us..well..its a 3-days-weekend..so what to do..then we were divided into 5 per group..but then due to our number..then my group was just 4..me,kakak,sugana and komala..then another 2 boys joined us cos their house didnt need volunteers..so we 6 work at the bird house..

then i lost track of time ^_^

our first job was to sweep leaves and clear the flamingo area..gosh..experiencing the animal from inside the cage was so much different..so near to earth..love the feeling..then after the break at 10am..we headed back to the house and kakak and i got separated...she with the other 4 went to the flamingo area again..and i was assigned with encik kecik at the kitchen..haha..such a cute kid..he's 19..so i am comfortable enough as i cant have any feeling..hahaha.gatal me..but he is suc a nice kid..oh..need to mention he smoke..haish..ok..the job..first i help cut meat into cubes for the owl..wow! then prepare the banana n papayas for the birds..just arrange them so that the chef can deal with them later..in between that..another bird man came..to check on us maybe..haha..ya la..there's only 2 of us inside the kitchen..haha..as if i wanted to do anything la kan..funny..then he offered me muffins he baked..haha..it was wonderful..but i forgot to take pic of the muffin..its was even topped with choc..cant believe it was baked by him..haha..and there's also kek lapis sarawak..baked by kecik..gosh! it was so good i hardly can believe kecik did it..its so perfect! just like those we got form sarawak..really admire them for that..guy that baked! and love animals! gosh! i wish they were older..hehe..then we joined the others..just for a while..help bring all the pencakar and cangkul back to the bird house..then it was 12pm when they told us we can go for a walk and lunch..haha..our break supposed to be just 1 hour but it was 2 hours for us..so lucky! alhamdullilah..it was not so tiring for cos i work in the air-cond kitchen..hehe...then lunch time..the SIR provide us with nasi briani..its was good..really!

1400: work continue..my job continued with kecik again..haha..he like me maybe..but i think they thought i am too lembik for the cleaning work..haha..yea rite..try me! lazy maybe lembik no-no! haha..then kecik asked me to collect the feeding dishes from the kandang burung..then wash them all..gosh..its many!! haha..lucky i love playing with water..so its not so troublesome for me ;p then..the other guy i think his name's azam..he called me to help prepare the food..now i know..each day..they need to deal with 200kg of fishes and hundreds more of bananas papayas, grains, corn, raisin, kuaci, and also calcium...mixed them all..its different portion for different types of birds..then after that..the others came back..and they said the were going to the feeding area..wahaa..this is what other non-volunteers can't do..haha..love this..we got to feed stork with fishes at the lake, the imu(i think that the name..) with kangkung, the owl with meat and the small kangaroos..then to top all of those..around 4pm..they asked us whether we want to take pic with the parrots! of cos we want!! others need to pay for it but we got it for free!! yipee! love it!! oh..they have around 30 parrots and few peacocks in the cage for close look maybe..so we got the chance to see 2 of the parrots up-close..its kasim and comel..kasim can say helo, apa khabar and cough like a person..haha..so funny..and so cute! kasim is white..and comel is blue..i'll upload the pic later ok (left the kabel with fendi..huhu) then after the pic session..we try our luck..asking for the feathers to take home as souvenir..at first we thought they wont give..then with my cute pathetic face..haha..they gave us!! yey! but they told us not to show them around inside the zoo cos fear the others want it too..i got 3 of them..kakak got 5 i think..the others got few each too..haha..lucky us! we would be grateful enough if they just give is 1 each..3? haha..love them so much!! then at 4.30pm..priya the sir commitee called us to go to the cafe cos its time to go back..huhu..kecik told me to come again personally..insyaAllah i will! they we all so nice! then at 1700 we headed back to uniten..and the bus ride was so fast cos we had fun having games wise jokes..hehe..so much fun!! love it! so after this i certainly will join any activities organize by anyone even its just volunteering..as long as it has certificate ^_^

so..thats all about today..anyone want to do any volunteering at zoo negara please tell me..cos i want to go again!! :D

peace n out ^_^