happy day~

salam~

Yesterday, 23/12/2011 was such a great day.

Great day because I finished the assignment my SV gave me, 

great because finally I get to sleep during break and feeling fresh in the evening and able to finished the task. 

Great because yesterday was the first time Aimi and I used the back door of the office. 

great because we had great lunch.

great because my SV was so happy telling he will be away on Tuesday. haha. I am more happier to be left alone hahaha ^_^

great because finally one of the interview I had long ago paid of! the company called yesterday evening and said they want me! and yes I'll going back to KL! yipeee. Not sure I am so happy.Maybe because I wont be seeing mr tipu again. hahaha.but what I know for sure is...the title I will be holding is Electrical Engineer. wee. and I am kinda afraid hahaha~

great because we got our first allowance from the company. but since we got it on the same day as everyone else who got their bonus so.. we pretend that we too get bonus. hahaha~

great because me and my mates had a great night yesterday. we went to kedai Atuk and had dinner. Could it be the last dinner for the 5 of us? huhu~

great because we had another karok session for 1 n half hours. abes suara. haha~

great because I had a great dream! about him telling me that he will be going to KL just to see me. hehe. what a wonderful feeling! How I wish that dream was a reality because it does feel real ;p

and lastly

great but sad because I'll be leaving Kulim later next week. huhu~

here are some of pictures from yesterday~ ^_^

the supper

cik ain tgh cari lagu ;p

tgk tu abg long ley bantai tido~

goreng aten!! ;p

org bilik sebelah ;p

my rumate! ;p

abg long yg tido time org lain karok. haha~

peace n out huhu~

thanks for making me hate you!

salam~

It's 11.11.11. and nothing happy and sweet happened. as expected! darn! On the day when I expected I would find someone to fill the emptiness in my heart, 2 persons that I supposed to respect just lost my respect.

Case 1:
I used to get comments from friends and others that I don't look my age. I was happy to hear that before. but now it is kinda annoying as I'm already in my quarter century plus it is being the factor I am not being taken serious. I hate that so much now. huu~

Case 2:
What do u feel when someone who knew u for 4 days evaluates u? Obviously it can't be right. There's no way someone can know u in and out in 4 days. Impossible!

Case 3:
I just hate being typical and I favor uniqueness

Case 4:
I hate waiting for people who doesn't respect time. If they can't respect their own time they obviously won't respect others.

Case 5:
I hate old people who don't respect others. They are the one that supposed to show the example and when they failed to do so, i just can't respect them anymore even if they are the authority. But maybe i'll try my best to act as if I'm still OK in front of them~

So sorry for my rudeness. I am so under stress right now. If it is the stress that involve useful things or work I still I can take it but this is just stupid things that I need to face everyday. Hope Allah will help me to bear this for another 25 days. huu~

to my rijal n mr topex..thanks so much for the advice. You guys did cool me down.hehe. thanks again!

peace n out ^_^

after about 1 month~

salam~

It has been such hectic days. The training isn't just training. It was about making friends, being good to people and superiors and performing. Making friends is not a new thing for me as I always love to make new friends wherever I go. Being good is just my nature so no biggy. Being good to superior? I am OK as long it is sensible and logical. When it started to be 'weird' I lose interest. I was performing quite good within the first 2 weeks and when my job was not appreciated and the boss is not acknowledging me..that just s***. Plus all the blame keep on coming back to me. Making me not wanting to go back anymore. I do love the modules and lesson taught there but when politic take charge I prefer backing up. I really hope I would get a firm job fast so that I can get away from all these political stuff. I once question this to the other boss. Even he said that's how things work these day. It was such a questionable-heart-broken answer for me. How can we improve ourselves when internal network like that is the only way to get things done? I can never agree with that. NEVER! One more thing. Where is the professionalism when the people trying to teach doesn't practice it. When come to think of it..oh yeaaah. It was all about the ROOT. How can I missed that. So for another month time I should bare with all the challenges.

Again I am stressing here that the modules are all good and it is such a waste if one did not want to experience it. I have no problem what so ever with the modules and activities. I am only writing this to express  my dissatisfaction in my own blog. This is not a complaint. I will maintain my position there as a trainee as long as God permits~

peace n out^_^

ps: I think this is the fever talking. It is too emotional don't u think? ;p

lifeless life~

salam~

it has been a month since i graduated from uniten and it has been such boring days. internet sleep eat sleep internet series. i havent done anything much. i wanted to apply for part time job but since the convocation is already around the corner i think i shall wait a little. so rite after convo. no more delay.

as for life event. i keep on reminding myself to look forward. my convocation is on this coming 16th oct and usually i heard this is the perfect time to introduce your significant other to your family. it was once my dream too. but guess i wont be able to find anyone in this next 13 days so. it will be wasted. sigh~

i wanted to tell him this but since the last time i tried to contact him, i only end up hurting my own feelings. so guess that's the end. anyway thanks for the memories. i really hope u could come to my convo as i cant on yours~

peace n out ^_^ 

weekend~

salam~

this weekend felt so short. spent saturday with jalan2 and sunday with works. huuu~

saturday:
12pm: pmc, bangsar. visit ika. omg. she looks bad. i pray the best for her health. it's sad to see her like that after we all know her as a young cute n cheerful girl. i know u are a strong girl ika. hope u get well soon~
4pm: IOImal puchong. teman kak onny. meet kak tiq, toher and their cute friend. haha. pek'u just the person i would like to have in my life. haha. yea rite schuzyy. i had enough of all this. rite now all i need to focus on is finishing my school projects and graduate! yosh! jun, july august! yosh2! :D

thanks kak ony for the ABC,and mcd! and tol n fuel and parking. hahaha. felt like spending time with mama. everything was taken care of. just be there and enjoy! hoho~

sunday:
11am: cook for the day
12pm till 12am: icsipa works. huhu..that's all i did for the day~

monday:
5am: sahur
7am: cdm
11am: protection esaimen n quiz..huhu

gosh! i need my sleep!

happy rejab everyone~

peace n out ^_^

being negative!

salam~

i'm being negative today.
1. i protested on being late replied. obviously this is PMS talking~
2. i hated that i am left alone in this house..but i am glad there no one here as they'll be my victim if they are here.
3. i hate that everyone is in love except me! what is wrong with me? plus the fact that i am listening to bigbang's song..and mostly the sad ones are super sad..i actually felt sad. and those love songs..my heart just cant take it anymore. only the fact that i cant really understand what they say as it is in korean make me still sticking to them.
4. having nescafe is definity not helping with PMS!
5. schuzyy u need to calm down!

u know this is not u speaking~

peace n out ^_^

why i love your bf~

salam~

just creating a noncontroversial title..hehe..actually what i wanted to say is..i love to be friend with someone boyfriend especially my friend's because they made me feel comfortable. Friends..trust me..i will never ever try to seduce your boyfriend..i am not like that. don't worry. why befriended them made me feel comfortable? because i know they wont be anything between except for friendship. i love being friend with anyone. the problem is that..i am not so comfortable when i with guys.but only when i know the guy is someone else's bf..then i'll be relaxed. haha..yes i know i am weird.

i know i always said male never get the positive impression from me..the truth is..it was never 'clean' when thing comes with them. but so far..only the bf are clean..haha~

anyhow..i am so sorry if i made any of my friends annoyed because of this. dont worry..i wont steal them from u because i love u more :D

peace n out ^_^

ps: i'm tired of being cheated..done believing~

4 months race starts today!! yosh!!

salam~

it's Monday!! and it is one hot Monday morning. usually i love to wake up early in the morning because it's cold..last night was hot..restless night..i hope today will be bit cooler. so..today is the first day of class. i hope i'll get to see few faces..sad as most of known friends are either already finished their days in university or aways for their internship. huhu..sad~

i need to see my supervisor..that's is another hard thing to do today, apart from the fact that i only have 3 classes today. dang..monday and those gaps! really is challenging! huu~

shut it schuzyy!! you know u can do it! yosh!! positive2!!

holiday is almost over..huhu~

salam~

as usual..the final week before i go back to bangi..life will be tunggang terbalik again..huhu..with mama n abah berebut to spend time with me..asking me to do this and that..saying..aritu kata nk buat tu ni..xdan dah la..huhu..penat2..but i do love that all..haha..will miss them much as i wont be coming back for 3 more weeks..eheh..3 weeks je kot ;p

i found this somewhere..i love it!

No one else can ever make your choices for you. 

Your choices are yours alone. They are as much 

a part of you as every breath you will take, 

every moment of your life.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You cannot manage your life if you do not manage

your self. You cannot manage your self if you do

not manage your choices. Manage your choices, 

and you will manage your life.

peace n out ^_^

kagum~

salam~

what was i 'kagum' with? kids these days..aha..yea..i am accepting that i am no more in that category..i know i know. haha..but still i am keeping my young look..hehe..ok..kagum..i am amazed with how kids these days are acting..acting like adults..i am already an adult..ok..maybe official adult age is 21 so maybe those who are off 18 very keen on getting to the age of 21..but believe me dear..it is not that wonderful..haha..i was there few years back..yea i know i shouldnt be complaining or saying much about adulthood..but seeing you guys acting all grown-up make me kinda sick sometimes..how u dress how u act..how u speak with others..it is still a long way till u really understand what adult is all about..but right after leaving school..ur freedom kinda get to ur head..and it doesnt look good..ok..i maybe envy ur fashion sometimes..because i dont have the guts to dress as much..but please..behave..and show some respects to others ok. ok enough negativeness~

time waster..as always..haha~

You Are Patient

You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad. You're stubborn that way. You are willing to wait for someone to come around. You give lots of second chances. You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice. You know your friends well. You have a lot of inner strength, and you can dig deep when you need to. You are resilient.

You Are an Adventurous Traveler

You travel to expand your own mind and challenge your conceptions of the world. You think that each vacation should be a growth experience. You aren't content just to relax. You want to see the world, and you're willing to rough it a bit - if that what it takes. You are a thrill seeker, and you want to do it all. You're not content to just lie on the beach.

You Are Iced Coffee

You are witty, flirty, and fun. People love to be around you and your energy. You need change in order to feel alive. You are very dynamic and interesting. There's so much you want to try. There's so much you want to experience. You are always expanding your mind in some cool way. You are open to and curious about the world.

peace n out ^_^

cemas.debar.cuak

salam~

since evening i was feeling this..uneasy..usually my instinct works..but this time..i really not sure what is the cause. but i'm really am glad i'm with my parents now..so i have the chance to protect them. so who else would cause me this much of uneasiness? huhu..

memories remains~

salam~

i was re-arranging my xternal hdd..bought another one because the old one will be dedicated only to my FYP..as a backup..huhu..why? i heard a friend of my lost her pc and everything was in it..no backup..sigh..hope that will never happen to me..i'll lost myself then..so..using MARA scholar honestly..i then bought a 500gb hard disk..wuhoooo!! heaven weyh i tell u..haha..actually was planning to buy the 1T..but the price is still bit high for me..so 500gb is enough la compare to the old 120gb..hehe..but the sad story was..i bought the old one twice the price i got the new one..darn technology..how can i ever follow u..huhu~

so..the story~

i was re-arranging the folders..everything..songs..pictures..documents everything..u name it..and along came the memories..the sad, the laughs..the urgh..hurt much..still..i even found few documents on YM chats with few friends..and gosh..reading all those..just make me blushed..seems soooo stupid..i know in 20 years time if i come and read this blog again..this too will sound stupid..haha..well..that is why we heard them say..life changes people..and so did i..haha..and i managed to delete few picture folders that i think don't matter to me much..all those stories..i think i better leave them behind as i move on to the present life. oh..talking bout funny stuff..i got this 1 biiiiggg folder of crushes..note that..crushes..haha..yes..since few years back..i got few crushes..and when i looked at the pictures..again..i blushed..haha..stupid! how did my mind worked? now those guys belong to others..and i think..thank God i didnt go any further with any of them..not that they want that..hahaha..so..i deleted the folders as i deleted the crushing2 thingy..i am so matured now! haha~

looking at those things..really brought me to reality..yes i know i am not acting my age..but who ask them to say that i look younger than my age..haha..blame them!! blame them all!! hahaha..i read a fb statement of a friend..about age..and the fact that we are not that far to the big 3O..haha..gosh! gulp! double gulp! i know if i tell mama about this..she sure will straight go and ask anyone to marry me fast! haha..ok2..back to serious mode..i was saying..i know..this could be the perfect time to change..acting my age..as in few months time..i will be facing the real world..and if i continue to act like this..no one will take me seriously..i learnt that 3 times already..and i think..a change will be great..but how? do not know~

that 1 + 2x3 months experience really taught me what real life is all about..and how i should deal with it later..i hope i can be a better person..i have a dream..a dream too great to be told here..so i think better keep to myself first..but i did told my rumate..and she said no prolemo! only and only if i leave the unnecessary behind..yes! i should do that..those 'unnecessary' will only keep my dream away..i know i might jeopardize my happiness..but with that i will surely make my parents happier..and my rumate too..haha..only 3 of us know about the plan..hehehe..hope it will come true~ ^_^

still got much to tell..but for some reasons..i kinda need to learn to be silence for a while..been talking and writing too much..i'm not only writing here..i have another 2 diaries that i keep..one for the loved ones and one for study purposes..cewah..i know..i've been writing here as if anyone would want to read this..a friend once told me..the instance she saw the length of my entries she closed my page..haha..i dont mind that..thanks for trying to read my blog..if u managed to read up until this...congratulations..and thank YOU sooo much!! love u! ^_^

peace n out ^_^

wasting time~

salam~

i thought i love wasting time..gosh..i guess not..these few days..felt like hell..and still do..all blame the sponsor..haha..but mama said..dont be furious with them as they are the one who providing the money..hehe..sorry mr sponsorship..i'll be patinet~

so what i did since last night after finished with the paper..i started on reading the iluvislam blog..and i love it..actually i still reading it now..havent finish..so many things i learn..and today..i guess this one is nice~

Rumput dan kasih sayang~

Pada suatu pagi di satu sekolah menengah, ada seorang pelajar bertanya pada seorang guru yang sedang mengajar. Ketika itu, guru tersebut sedang menyentuh mengenai kasih dan sayang secara am.

Dialog di antara pelajar dan guru tersebut berbunyi begini :

Pelajar : Cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang paling kita sayang? Macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?

Cikgu : Oh, awak nak tahu ke? Emmm... baiklah, sekarang kamu buat apa yang saya suruh. Ikut je ye... mungkin kamu akan dapat apa jawapannya.

Pelajar : Baiklah... apa yang saya harus buat?

Cikgu : Kamu pergi ke padang sekolah yang berada di luar kelas sekarang juga. Kamu berjalan di atas rumput di situ dan sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu, pilih mana yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walaupun sekali. Dan kamu petiklah rumput yang paling cantik yang berada di depan kamu tersebut dan selepas itu bawa balik ke kelas.

Pelajar : Ok. Saya pergi sekarang dan buat apa yang cikgu suruh. Apabila pelajar tersebut balik semula ke kelas, tiada pun rumput yang berada di tangannya. Maka cikgu pun bertanya kepada pelajar tersebut.

Cikgu : Mana rumput yang cikgu suruh petik?

Pelajar : Oh, tadi saya berjalan di atas rumput dan sambil memandang rumput yang berada di situ, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. Memang ada banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Tapi sampai di penghujung padang , saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang di belakang saya sebelum itu tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.

Cikgu : Ya, itulah jawapannya. Maknanya, apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita hendak mencari lagi yang lebih baik daripada itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya. Janganlah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. Dan semoga yang berlalu tidak lagi berulang. Jika kita berselisih faham dengan orang yang kita sayang itu, kita boleh perbetulkan keadaan dan cuba teruskan perhubungan tersebut walaupun banyak perkara yang menggugat perhubungan tersebut. Dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itulah kita jumpa paling cantik dan paling baik pada mulanya walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi. Kecualilah jika perhubungan tersebut tak boleh diselamatkan lagi, maka barulah kita mulakan sekali lagi. Maka sayangilah orang yang berada di depan kita dengan tulus dan ikhlas.

Maka, bersyukurlah dengan kasih-sayang yang kau terima pada hari ini, kerana jika kau meninggalkannya, mungkin kasih sayang itu tidak akan kembali seperti sediakala.

Sedarlah wahai insan, kasih sayang Allah itulah yang paling hakiki, jika kau memalingkan dirimu dari kasihnya, maka kamulah serugi-rugi manusia.

myWord: this story kinda woke me up..i never thought love like that..i've been wondering why they managed to find someone they love..and live happily ever after..but why havent i found anyone? my ego heart usually say..why i havent found someone who are worth my love..gosh..i am so  full of myself..thinking that i am too nice too good for anyone..i remember reading this blog..about a girl who listed down her MR Right criteria..and this guy is all laughing at it..and saying that the only man that suit the list is only Rasullullah saw..and that too make me again wonder..i know..the choice is not really in my hands..it definitely in Allah's..and again a man who are nice enough to wanted to choose me..i maybe have turn down few hearts..because this stupid head is thinking she is too good for those hearts to have hers..i am soo sorry for not giving you the chance..and for that i paid the price..not having anyone till now..haha..regrets are still here..but like they say..there's no point of regretting something in the past..as those will never happen again for you to make it as a lesson..life lesson..so cherish what is in front of you..even if it is something weird in normal eyes..i know i want to start believing again..i talked to my room-mate last night about how i treated people who i thought i'm in love with..and i know she think i'm weird..haha..like i say..this ego is just too high..even i cant conquer it..huhu..hopefully by august everything will be better..age is increasing..life is getting shorter..i know i am ready to step forward..it is only the matter of time..Please Allah..help me get through this..i need your help to be strong in this~

peace n out ^_^

hyperness~

salam~

today..my 1st final exam paper..huhu..for how many time..this is the first paper that i felt like i cn do..but when i accidentally check for the answers..it was all wrong..all!! rasa nk sepak diri sendiri!

so supposedly..i took nescafe tonight so that i can study 2 wordy subjects that will be tested on this coming sunday and monday..huhu..but see what i did? fb-ing, blogging..tv-ing..haha..what a waste of time schuzyy! u know words make u sleepy..still u are waiting for sleepy to come then u study?? what la wey?

ok2..now hyperness strikes me already..haha..so not for long..then night2 everyone~

actually..i am trying sooo hard to get my priority straight. i know what i need to settle now..even if some other matter came by..i wanted that other matter too..but a friend told me..that of the time is right..it will come by again..hopefully~

ok..that's enough..hard to keep myself still..

peace n out ^_^

i laughed..laugh is good!

salam~


i don't know why..but i am happy today..keep on smiling and laughing all day round..morning started just fine..went to school..had the talk..nothing important except for the facts that i think don't really affect me..so guess just wait and see..then went back home to save some money on lunch..haha..3 days of spaghetti..haha..then headed back to uniten for a 1-hour class..then submit all assignments..then lepak with kak ida..then headed home! and it was raining! haha..and i 'redah' the hujan happily!! siap laughing at other bikers..funny how we reacted with rain..oh..and yes..i love rain! i  love water..i love everything that has anything to do with water. hehe~


i hope everything will be as good as today's..amin~


oh..here's one quote that i read on my friend's fb page..and i like so much!!


"If someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it. Don't bother reserving a space in your heart for someone who doesn't make an effort to stay."


my comment: so true..it never worth it to sacrifice the space and time and whatever for someone who afraid of making such an effort..so..if u have someone who are making the effort..and u have a hint of liking the person..u might want to consider accepting that person..because he/she might be the one..only that u havent realize it..keep on praying..may God help u choose~


peace n out ^_^

life and changes it makes~

salam~

i'll be single again for another 4 days..haha..the last words are funny..anyways..it was all sweet..thanks dear~

i read a quote from yana's blog..

"If you look at what you do not have in life, you don't have anything; if you look at what you have in life, you have everything."


it is true isn't it? when we keep on thinking about things that we want..we will keep on finding things that we still haven't achieve or have. but when come to think of things we already have..it is already everything that other people envied us for. That is why Allah always say..we need to be grateful for everything we have and don't have..even for the misfortune..we need to be grateful..maybe there are something that not good if we have what we wanted..so by making it a misfortune..we end up with some other fortune..only God knows what best for us..


we were talking about this in this few days..i begin to believe more in you..eventho time is something that bring us apart..i know..God must be the mastermind behind all this..because He knows better. I know we are not that strong..i will keep on praying for u..and for the future. Who knows..u might change for the greater good..amin~


and for me..in these 4 days..i will try to be strong..aha..with my final exams coming super fast! and another assignment due on Friday..be strong schuzyy!! you can do it!! yosh!!


today..is quite a day..i didnt sleep the whole day..haha..i finish few assignments..erm..1..hahaha..well at least i did something rite? ;p


so tomorrow? talk with mara, settle everything..then i can start on my study! yosh!


oh yeaaa...i haven't tell about my fyp presentation on last friday..it was superb! well i did some 'gorengan' hehe..but i saw them nodding..so i guess my 'gorengan' taste good..haha..alhamdullilah~ :D


ok..stop about that..i hope my fyp 2 will be just as good. amin..for my sisters cik idalia n cik diza..all da best for friday's presentation! ^_^

happy soul~

salam~

i love weekend..i regret waking up late on weekends..felt like losing a day..sigh! so starting from today..i will be waking up at 6.30am everyday!! yosh!! on weekdays it's already feel natural to wake up at 6.30am..only on weekends..on saturday i did an experiment..sleeping without setting any alarm..hoho..usually i set at least 3 alarms..because snoozing is a habit..haha..and my saturday started at 8.30am..and i was quite amazed..slept quite late..so claps for myself i guess..hahaha..

exams are coming up super fast..but still not fully prepared..10%? hardly..so schuzyy..what r u waiting for? it's not like u r going to get married any time soon...so start struggling for ur own future! please~

i was updating my fb' profile..and i just realized that longest working experience i had was for only 3 months..and i guess..3 months is the perfect number for collecting working experiences..meaning? ok..

month 1: getting to know the job, the people and the world.
month 2: doing the job right, blending in the world
month 3: keeping up the good job or getting bored..u r no longer new..then people are showing their true colors..so time to get out from current situation :D

theory proven twice..so it is possible to keep on repeating. ^_^

so love life? not important till the end of this month...will only wait...and wait..and wait..next step is definitely not by me~

schuzyy!! start now!!

Your Soul is Aries

You are impulsive to the point of being a daredevil. You don't like to sit around wondering whether you should act! You are dynamic and goal focused. You want to change the world, and you've got what it takes to do it. You are both quick-witted and quick-tempered. You act immediately on your emotions and impulses. You are confident and brutally honest about your opinions. You believe that it's best to be straight-forward with people.

What Sign is Your Soul?

Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

peace n out ^_^

picture YOURSELF as YOUR OWN
Fountain Of Love, flowing water all over yourself,
loving yourself, caring for yourself.

Oprah show~

salam~

i was watching Oprah. today she had Kristin..sorry lazy wanna google her full name..she is an actress who started as being a cleaner..it amaze me how she love cleaning so much..using hand for the floors..i wish i can be like her..mama will be super happy then..haha..oh..what i love about today's show is she like this house since she was a kid..and now..she has it!! that just a life proven thing that i always hear..what we say is a pray..so say good things so that the prayers works well~

since she was saying about getting historical house..i too have a dream house..a? hmm..few i guess..haha..ok..my dream house will be..a house near a beach..because when i'm under stress..i need to look at anything watery..beach will be the best! river, lake or fountains or even rain is ok too..but gosh i really want to have a beach house..like this is nice

just like the house in full house..i'm not so much into sun-bathing..i tanned too much too fast..so i just need the view..so i need a house with nice beach view..and my dream location is in Bali..hehe..but i need to earn HUGE to have that dream coming into reality.but well..what i need to do now..is study smart..work well and earn HUGE..and have my dream house! amiin!!!! ^_^

here the link..gosh! i really really really want this house!!!

ps: please ignore the adv..weird..haha~

oh..quote of the day..

if u work great at average..u will turn out big one day..sooner or later~

thanks Oprah! 

peace n out ^_^

sy stress~

salam~

sy stress.. sbb sy sedey..lg..nape la nk wat hal time2 nk exam n time bz camni? boley x jgn cari pasal..so i did the same thing i always do each time this things happened. hahaha..this thing..always make me wanna sleep the whole day..being lazy..as that is what i always do best..gosh! this is what i fear most each time exam time come by..stress..and so little time with all those assignments and presentations and STUDY! gosh! please God..help me..i need to hibernate all matters that concerning heart..for a month..or for 3 weeks at least..just now..we was talking about the grad nite..gosh..thinking about it..make my heart leap..in pain! no partner! hahaha..gosh..why on earth did i sign up my name for? schuzyy! think again..the dress? make-up? r u sure? re-think~

ok..stress!

peace n out ^_^

ps: i would like to thank Faizal Tahir and for the song "Gemuruh" that song really helping in making my heart be strong again! yosh!! 

aish...sy ngantuk~

salam~

i read about life here..and few other articles too..haha..and what i learn is..never give more than what we get. hmm..not sure i can believe that..because i think it is all depending on the person. human are different! never assume! i love this feeling..it is not so near..but so far either..i keep on reading on things to improve relationship.. haha..funny~

kisses and hugs..i need some of those rite now~

life is getting busier..and tougher..i skip a test yesterday..and yesterday was a stressful day..thanks to my room-mate for the evening..u saved me big time! thanks! ^_^

i know i am being an *** these few days..not to one..but few others too..but i kinda get it back..so it's even now? i hope.. huhuhu..so..tomorrow and friday's presentations..hope everything goes well! yosh!!!

wish me luck!!! pray hard please!! ^_^

peace n out ^_^