being negative!

salam~

i'm being negative today.
1. i protested on being late replied. obviously this is PMS talking~
2. i hated that i am left alone in this house..but i am glad there no one here as they'll be my victim if they are here.
3. i hate that everyone is in love except me! what is wrong with me? plus the fact that i am listening to bigbang's song..and mostly the sad ones are super sad..i actually felt sad. and those love songs..my heart just cant take it anymore. only the fact that i cant really understand what they say as it is in korean make me still sticking to them.
4. having nescafe is definity not helping with PMS!
5. schuzyy u need to calm down!

u know this is not u speaking~

peace n out ^_^

life without a man~

salam~

i'm single..so what? should i be sad about it? yes i am lonely. yes i am sometimes feel sad when i saw someone else is happy with their significant other. i know my time doesnt come yet. so i should just wait. Allah knows best! he tested me once..i cant be trusted with guys. i'm just too generous. luckily that guy cant stand me so he back down. he's the one that lost. i am still happy and beautiful! yosh! never i would accept someone that stupid..not even knowing there are some states with friday holidays. stupid. but i am stupid too for trying to love him and still thinking about him until now...damn! i hate this feeling. i know i am stronger than this. yes i know u can! yosh! 

why i love your bf~

salam~

just creating a noncontroversial title..hehe..actually what i wanted to say is..i love to be friend with someone boyfriend especially my friend's because they made me feel comfortable. Friends..trust me..i will never ever try to seduce your boyfriend..i am not like that. don't worry. why befriended them made me feel comfortable? because i know they wont be anything between except for friendship. i love being friend with anyone. the problem is that..i am not so comfortable when i with guys.but only when i know the guy is someone else's bf..then i'll be relaxed. haha..yes i know i am weird.

i know i always said male never get the positive impression from me..the truth is..it was never 'clean' when thing comes with them. but so far..only the bf are clean..haha~

anyhow..i am so sorry if i made any of my friends annoyed because of this. dont worry..i wont steal them from u because i love u more :D

peace n out ^_^

ps: i'm tired of being cheated..done believing~

time-waster~

You Are Together

When it comes to dealing with other people, you are all class. Manners are very important to you. You emphasize quality in all aspects of life. You're a big believer in living well. You are almost always correct. You know when you're right, and if you end up being wrong, you'll admit it. You are a fact-finder. You are concert with what's real and actual.

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You Are Compassionate Toward the World

You are a true humanitarian. You care deeply for everyone on this planet. If you were independently wealthy, you would be a huge philanthropist. Since you're not rich yet, you do what you can to help everyone around you. It's likely that you are active with charities and always willing to help a friend.

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Your Brain is Creative

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

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You Think Best While You're Driving

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You Are a Hot Tub

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cinta sejati~

salam~

heart is harden. stop trying to make me change my mind bout things in life. already pasrah~

Bingkisan Doa

SEKIRANYA KITA CINTA KEPADA MANUSIA,

TAK SEMESTINYA MANUSIA CINTA KEPADA KITA,

TETAPI SEKIRANYA KITA CINTA KEPADA ALLAH,

NESCAYA CINTA ALLAH TIADA PENGHUJUNGNYA.

SEKIRANYA KITA CINTA KEPADA MANUSIA,

KITA AKAN CEMBURU KEPADA ORANG YANG MENCINTAI ORANG YANG KITA CINTAI, 

TETAPI SEKIRANYA KITA CINTA KEPADA ALLAH,

KITA AKAN TURUT MENCINTAIORANG YANG MELABUHKAN CINTANYA KEPADA ALLAH JUGA.

YA ALLAH,

ANDAINYA DIA ADALAH JODOH YANG DITETAPKANOLEH-MU KEPADAKU,

MAKA CAMPAKKANLAH DALAM HATIKU CINTA KEPADANYA ADALAH KERANA-MU,

DAN CAMPAKKANLAH DALAM HATINYA, CINTA KEPADAKU ADALAH KERANA-MU.

NAMUN,

ANDAINYA DIA BUKANLAH JODOH YANG DITETAPKAN OLEH-MU KEPADAKU,

BERIKANLAH KU KEKUATAN AGAR PASRAH DALAM MENGHARUNGI UJIAN YANG KAU BERIKAN KEPADAKU.

 YA ALLAH,

JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA, 

CINTAKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MELABUHKAN CINTANYA PADA-MU, AGAR BERTAMBAH KEKUATANKU UNTUK MENCINTAI-MU.

  

YA MUHAIMIN,

JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA,

JAGALAH CINTAKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK MELEBIHI CINTAKU PADA-MU.

 YA RABBANA,

JIKA AKU JATUH HATI,

JAGALAH HATIKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK BERPALING PADA-MU.

  

YA RABBUL IZZATI,

JIKA AKU RINDU,

RINDUKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MERINDUI SYAHID DI JALAN-MU.

  

YA ALLAH,

JIKA AKU RINDU,

JAGALAH RINDUKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK LALAI AKU MERINDUI SYURGA-MU.

 YA ALLAH,

JIKA AKU MENIKMATI CINTA KEKASIH-MU,

JANGANLAH KENIKMATAN ITU MELEBIHI KENIKMATAN INDAHNYA BERMUNAJAT DI SEPERTIGA MALAM TERAKHIR-MU

 YA ALLAH,

JIKA AKU JATUH HATI PADA KEKASIH-MU,

JANGANLAH BIARKAN AKU TERTATIH DAN TERJATUH DALAM PERJALANAN PANJANG MENYERU MANUSIA KEPADA-MU.

  

YA ALLAH,

JIKA KAU HALALKAN AKU MERINDUI KEKASIH-MU,

JANGAN BIARKAN AKU MELAMPAUI BATAS SEHINGGA MELUPAKAN AKU PADA CINTA HAKIKI DAN RINDU ABADI HANYA KEPADA-MU. 

p/s: Mati hanya sekali, jadikannya pada jalan Allah

*not sure whom should i give the credit for this..but..thanks so much~

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You're very restless and bored easily. You get antsy easily... you need to wander. Everything is up in the air for you. You just go where the wind takes you. If you're facing a problem, getting away for a couple days always helps you clear your mind. You are both optimistic and philosophical about life. You often need space to think things through.

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4 months race starts today!! yosh!!

salam~

it's Monday!! and it is one hot Monday morning. usually i love to wake up early in the morning because it's cold..last night was hot..restless night..i hope today will be bit cooler. so..today is the first day of class. i hope i'll get to see few faces..sad as most of known friends are either already finished their days in university or aways for their internship. huhu..sad~

i need to see my supervisor..that's is another hard thing to do today, apart from the fact that i only have 3 classes today. dang..monday and those gaps! really is challenging! huu~

shut it schuzyy!! you know u can do it! yosh!! positive2!!

holiday is almost over..huhu~

salam~

as usual..the final week before i go back to bangi..life will be tunggang terbalik again..huhu..with mama n abah berebut to spend time with me..asking me to do this and that..saying..aritu kata nk buat tu ni..xdan dah la..huhu..penat2..but i do love that all..haha..will miss them much as i wont be coming back for 3 more weeks..eheh..3 weeks je kot ;p

i found this somewhere..i love it!

No one else can ever make your choices for you. 

Your choices are yours alone. They are as much 

a part of you as every breath you will take, 

every moment of your life.

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You cannot manage your life if you do not manage

your self. You cannot manage your self if you do

not manage your choices. Manage your choices, 

and you will manage your life.

peace n out ^_^